these past few days

were depressing :/
i don't know why but im so , emo these days
i cry randomly fer no reason
and i just think about family and friends .. :(
i dont know, somethings wrong with me
b l e g h .


elaine;
your party was funn (:
and the food was so yummy LOL
i didn't want to eat super much cause then .. there would be none left ;D tehhe
thanks for letting us come ..
and sorry if we kinda messed up your bed and everythang LOL x)


puahaha so today was a boring stay home day ...
i started watching the cool drama oh em geeee (=
hehehe i like whatshisface ... yi jung? LOL something lahk that ;)




my family ..
is not so like a family anymore :(
its jhust like "hi" "do i pick you up" "ok bye" "stop doing that or mehmeh" and some more screaming. -______-



doesn't it suck.. if a close friend talks behind your back ? without you knowing.
pahah, what a great friend.



and what happened to
dont judge a book by its cover
so dont be hating on someone you dont even know

ugh -___-x
sdusandasjdwdsoqdas
idontknowyouanymore

dingdongditch

SHO FUNNNNNN MANN. :D


asjdbasdiasd im so... mad . right. now. i wanna like. sock something. omg -______- >:[ im siersjdfsiududhabsdasdhsO MGAHBDFHBASDNASIDM OGMAJDSIDNWDMASIDNAISJDAS


okay my day was whatevers.
NO TEST TODAY woohooo i was so heppy .
i think bios fun but i suck at it -_-x
afterschool there was poster painting but i left at 4 and then performing arts was cancelled so i went back to pp and then my brother said he can only pick me up at EIGHT so i jst went to eat phopho with dannylee and timmocho :D
and then we went to daniels house and jst talked
and oh boy, did tim have some great gas today -_- HAHAHHA.
and thennn we dingdongditched
HEHEHEHHE SO FUN HAHAHAAH
omgosh tim and i were like crossing our legs like "ohmygosh I HAVE TO PEEE TEHEHHE"
and then we went up to jaes area and met up with ELAINEYY <3 (: !
and we ding dong ditched jaes house HHAHAHAH and he was so scared and turned on all the lights in the house ;)
we were like throwing pinecones and shtuffffs
tim is like the funniest person i have ever met in my life.
then we went back to daniels house and then tim left and then daniel went inside the house -_-
and i was outside waiting for him to come back out and
THIS FREAKY MAN WITH A BEANIE AND A DOG CAME OUTTA NO WHERE IM SERIOUS
and i was liek "OMGANBSDHABSDUSJ IM GONNA CRY" and my first instinct was like "OMG CALL JULIE" cus i dont know -_- i always call you when im scared julie. heheh i know yur reading this . hello jules (:
HAHAH anywayssssssss and then yeaaahhhhhhhsh

do not mess with daniels grandmotha; she kill you .





-________- THENN came later at home.
jasdhbashdsai -_- im so. mad. i think. UGHADB AHSD. omgosh'

to the person..
you honestly dont care about peoples feelings
and you shouldnt be lik that cause its not liek i did anything to you
and im like, super mad right now >;[
sigh...




crystalandjulie, <3
verygood.
gnight.

chuck e cheeeese

HAHAHHA its so dang fun. (:
we went fer cof !
my buddy gets so scary sometimes...
like if i say "NO" then he grabs my arms and goes "NO MORE?! NO MORE?!!?" and then i say "no!" and he keeps doing ittt . x)
ashbdysdsd im scared LOL and hes just a little baby..

hahaha karan and crystal and i took many pictchaaaas in the machine picture thingy (:
yeeah it was purty fun ..

ooh i was gonna ask someone to sadies
butt then nah .. cause i think itd be weird if i went w/ him
ehhehe.
BUT I HAD A PURRRRRRRFECT PLAN MAN.


mmmmm i cried today LOL
sarahpang&i
well she didnt really cry
... idk why i did o_o its just one of those things where i just start thinking about stuff and cry x_x hahahah
and in my journal topic, it was a free writing thing so i wrote about drama and problems and stuff and used smileys and everything and it took up like 2 pgs and my teachers gonna read it HAHAHHA
oooh and i recorded daniellee doing his witto speech (: HAHHAH AWWWW
"tsunamis blahblahblah thankyou." ;D HAHHA
yeeah daniellee is a liar liar pants on fire...............................



and i think stalkers are kind of weird.. and like people who think im mad at them when im really not .. i kind of REALLYREALLY dislike that .. -______-
youknowwhoyouare.

ohkay theres nothing to write about today

happy birthday johnny !

woooh first blog !

LOL okay this is so funny i actually made one of these :O so lahk i was on the phone with crystal and we were talking about everyone having blogs and stuff and she called me like a loser or something for not having one so, i jst made one :] heheh. dude karan your blogs are so funny cause you try to act smart. and i chose my layout template thing in dedication of you. since you hate dots. LOl but these dots are pretty soo -_- hahaha.

MMMMHMMMM what to write what to write..
so this is basically like a little journal ? o_o .. mm.
HAHAHA. okay .

UHHH..
well today was a very tiring/fun/interesting/idk day.
pamela and grace sleptoverr, and at night grace was liek SLEEPING ON MY BACK as if it were a pillow -_- PUAHAHAHA and pamela was so comfy, just sleeping there (:
mmm we went to churchh and at church it was like this ... different korean fest thingy ? o-o
HAHA i liked it.. so much different FOOD and little babies dencing and stuffss :D hehe
and thenn i went to tutor.....i had a supuh bad headache i was about to cry , and karan just had to make it worse cause i saw her at tutor =( LOL .
yeeah shes so weirddd
after tutor she tricked me into thinking that a house next to our tutor was sarahpangs and stuff -_- HAHAH we were so HYPUHH and running and shtuff
omg christine songs dogs are so cute <3 tehehe at home i ate dindin and i ate julies favey foood ! >:)
but she ate it too

OMGAAAAAAH CRYSTALLEEEEEEEEEE I MISS YOU BOOGIE <3

AUGH dangg
nowadays i dont really care about school =(
its like i really just go for friends and i dont really try hard
and im like, copying homework and not doing it at home x_x
FREEEEEAK im such a pro....


crastinator. >:(




HAHAH oh shnaps
recently ive been having weeeeetarded dreams..
all of them containing this thing named tim cho.
PUAAHHAHA timmm you weirdo
buh seriously its so weird.
the first dream we were all at my house, like crystal, grace, jason, jessica, tim, daniel, and like joe or something
and then mr a slept downstairs, and all of us were roomies :D HAHA.
and tim was like "HOOKING ME UP" with someone . and in real life he was trying to.. kind of.
and i remember , he was like jeans and his white stussy shirt i think with orange.
and guess what ?! the next day, he wore the exact same thang. o___o mm peculiar.

then the next dream we were at this school
i think we were in college and he was like my roomie again.
and then like there was a bomb.
and tim died !!! (=
HAHHA i mean.. =(
puaahaha


letsplaybig2icanpwnyou.
really. i play big 2 like everyday when im bored
HAHA i downloaded it and stuff -___- i have no life.


A U G H . <--- who in the world says it like that ?!


asdbwjerbuajsd
alotta people are making a big deal about sadiesssssssss.....


thinking about oldold memories makes me so sad.
LOL x_x
asnhdajdssadiwnd
i miss riki kitagawa .
and i miss the walnutians
and i miss michelle kimm
and i miss the kids that i guess im not so close with anymore


highschools such a drag
"ohh what a drag dude."
HAHHA isnt that from like, a tmobile commercial ??
omgaaaaah
make new friends, lose old friends.
when we actually say BFF or something , does it really happen ? ._.
it's kind of sad,, i guess .
buhh buhh im glad i made the friends i have now <3 (:

HAHHAAHASDHAYSDAWUJE
I AM SO BORED
-_- dangit i just missed 11:11 & that happened to me yestaday
ohh what a drag dude..


night ! (: