sighhh
i feel so hated and uncared for
whats the useeeee :(
i dont talk to you as much anymore
it makes me sad how yu just kinda left me
yu said youd always be there for me buttt nawh .
guess not
"i love yoo bestiee :)" MY BUTT .
today was so boring ...
and useless.
but some what fun
and disappointing
and had some emo time LOL -_-
wells byee
Saturday, October 31, 2009
Monday, October 26, 2009
WOAH
i haven't blogged in so long wowow ...
weell im gonna try coming back to daily blogging :) i hope haha !
TOMORROW IS LATE START <33
and then sometime this week is like an hour backwards
so we get one more hour of sleep
OH YESSSS... i love sleep :)
cus i love to dream
i wish i can just dream all day :D
i really wanna have that kind of dream where i can control it, wooah that'd be so kewl !!
hahha so this past month has been so depressing -___-
i get pissed off too easily and i get so annoyed so easily ..
i hate it when it seems like my friends dont give a poopie about me
that hurts me SO BADDDDDDD .
and i hate when it seems like i care for a friend waaay more than they care for me, you know ?
dang .
it's so hard for me to open up to people .. ._. cus its just awkward or i can't trust them or i'm not comfortable or i haven't talked to you for so long
like if a friend came up to me and i haven't talked to them for so long and they go like
"dude whats wrong ,,, why can't you tell me?!"
UHHH, HELLO?? i haven't even talked to you for so long its kinda hard :(
i really just need people who are there almost 24/7 <3
love emmm .
crystal leee , you make me heppy <3
the cancer is backkk .
T_T please not again .
only thing to do is pray .
weell im gonna try coming back to daily blogging :) i hope haha !
TOMORROW IS LATE START <33
and then sometime this week is like an hour backwards
so we get one more hour of sleep
OH YESSSS... i love sleep :)
cus i love to dream
i wish i can just dream all day :D
i really wanna have that kind of dream where i can control it, wooah that'd be so kewl !!
hahha so this past month has been so depressing -___-
i get pissed off too easily and i get so annoyed so easily ..
i hate it when it seems like my friends dont give a poopie about me
that hurts me SO BADDDDDDD .
and i hate when it seems like i care for a friend waaay more than they care for me, you know ?
dang .
it's so hard for me to open up to people .. ._. cus its just awkward or i can't trust them or i'm not comfortable or i haven't talked to you for so long
like if a friend came up to me and i haven't talked to them for so long and they go like
"dude whats wrong ,,, why can't you tell me?!"
UHHH, HELLO?? i haven't even talked to you for so long its kinda hard :(
i really just need people who are there almost 24/7 <3
love emmm .
crystal leee , you make me heppy <3
the cancer is backkk .
T_T please not again .
only thing to do is pray .
Thursday, October 8, 2009
GOOD DAY <3
soooo today was a really good day for me :)
- didnt do my history homework but LUCKILY christine and philip remembered the answers and he took the hw (: AND i forgot to give in my hw yesterday and he took it tooo .. omg he loves me . historyy was pretty funny today tooo :D LOL braiding hair thingy puahah !
- BRUNCHHH <3 hehhe finally manng.. such a love moment seriously .. I LOVE YOU AUDREY <3
- LOL , spanish classs ... crystal knows what im talkin bout
- english; laughs with davidchiang and janellee (=
- LOL omg the hypnosis thing was soo funny "there was a bee" HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA !
- ...... after lunch , junee x_x HAHAHA that was pretty funny i have to admit . i almost wet my pants i was so dang scared you looked so creepy and demonic and yu were chasing me HAAHA
okay so like after the hypnosis thing i was like "DUDE june what did yu do?" and she was kinda dazed looking and she was like "nothing its all in your head..." then she looks at me with O.O eyes and says "michelle lets go eat bananas....michellemichelle" and omg, it was so freaky she didnt blink either . so i was so scared so i ran away and ran down the stairs and she was following me then i ran more and she left ... HAHAH but i found out she was joking, but omgaah it looked so real HAHHAHA yu so fonnny (: + I NEVER HATED YOU I'M KINDA JOKING MEAN TO PEOPLE I LIKEE AND I ALWAYS LIKED YOU AND YOUR VOICE <3
- didn't go to afterschool drumline practice today :).
- afterschoool, went to KARANS HOUSE! w/ creeestal <3
- played played talked talked laughed laughed laughed laughed laughed <33333>
- walked to pho with crystal karan and june :) ate some good stufff and laughed some more HAHAH i love laughing .
- then karan went home and the rest went to school for yur guyses hc prep thing .. it was soo cold :x then june left and crystal and i went to han nam chain and talked bout stuffs
- LOL car rideeee hahahhaha :x mysterious scary boy ... "WHAT ARE YOU?" LOLOL !
yeeeeeaahhh :)
what a happy day <3
can't wait for david crowder band concierto WOOOOH
- didnt do my history homework but LUCKILY christine and philip remembered the answers and he took the hw (: AND i forgot to give in my hw yesterday and he took it tooo .. omg he loves me . historyy was pretty funny today tooo :D LOL braiding hair thingy puahah !
- BRUNCHHH <3 hehhe finally manng.. such a love moment seriously .. I LOVE YOU AUDREY <3
- LOL , spanish classs ... crystal knows what im talkin bout
- english; laughs with davidchiang and janellee (=
- LOL omg the hypnosis thing was soo funny "there was a bee" HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA !
- ...... after lunch , junee x_x HAHAHA that was pretty funny i have to admit . i almost wet my pants i was so dang scared you looked so creepy and demonic and yu were chasing me HAAHA
okay so like after the hypnosis thing i was like "DUDE june what did yu do?" and she was kinda dazed looking and she was like "nothing its all in your head..." then she looks at me with O.O eyes and says "michelle lets go eat bananas....michellemichelle" and omg, it was so freaky she didnt blink either . so i was so scared so i ran away and ran down the stairs and she was following me then i ran more and she left ... HAHAH but i found out she was joking, but omgaah it looked so real HAHHAHA yu so fonnny (: + I NEVER HATED YOU I'M KINDA JOKING MEAN TO PEOPLE I LIKEE AND I ALWAYS LIKED YOU AND YOUR VOICE <3
- didn't go to afterschool drumline practice today :).
- afterschoool, went to KARANS HOUSE! w/ creeestal <3
- played played talked talked laughed laughed laughed laughed laughed <33333>
- walked to pho with crystal karan and june :) ate some good stufff and laughed some more HAHAH i love laughing .
- then karan went home and the rest went to school for yur guyses hc prep thing .. it was soo cold :x then june left and crystal and i went to han nam chain and talked bout stuffs
- LOL car rideeee hahahhaha :x mysterious scary boy ... "WHAT ARE YOU?" LOLOL !
yeeeeeaahhh :)
what a happy day <3
can't wait for david crowder band concierto WOOOOH
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
blogs
are so depressing these days
i don't know why i'm so sad these days
eveything's going so bad
i take things waaay too seriously
i think i'm too sensitive
and over think everything
i haven't talked to you for so loong
it feels like a big part of me is missing now
like i'd always go to you
i don't know ._.
i hate the feeling of holding in your crying
it seeems like this is happening more and more
i have to keep it in cus i wanna cry everywhere i goo -_-
auugh , i dun like it man .
crying yourself to sleep = big poofy double eye lids
i don't know why i'm so sad these days
eveything's going so bad
i take things waaay too seriously
i think i'm too sensitive
and over think everything
i haven't talked to you for so loong
it feels like a big part of me is missing now
like i'd always go to you
i don't know ._.
i hate the feeling of holding in your crying
it seeems like this is happening more and more
i have to keep it in cus i wanna cry everywhere i goo -_-
auugh , i dun like it man .
crying yourself to sleep = big poofy double eye lids
Sunday, October 4, 2009
universal halloween haunt
preetty dang scary and fun :D
soo it was darkie, joeyi, chrisyang, devin, julie, elaine, arthur, tim, priscilla, jessica, grace, sarahk, karan, and me
OKAY ill name the best mazes and attractions from best to last
#1 .. TERROR TRAM. so kewl , it seemed so real (= it was a combination of all the scary things !
#2 .. CHUCKY MAZE. only sarahk and i went on it cus everyone else were little babies. the chucky dolls were actually alive and midget sized so it was pretty freaky . a lot of special effects and supa scawy ! the line to get in was funny cus chucky was there and you can actually talk to him o__o..
#3 .. SAW MAZE. so grosss and smelt like real dead stuff :x its so gross how the rooms where theres dead things, it actually smells like something died in there x_x
#4 .. MY BLOODY VALENTINE MAZE. i hatehatehate that movie but the maze was so retarded cus after they scared us they laughed -____- so yep .
heheheh then we rode some other rides and ate and walked around etc etc etc !
grace would always run when they were near her and theyd chase her around everywhere PUAHAHAH
sarahkim cried RIGHT when we got in from the saw piggies .
darkie, joeyi, chris ... such girls ;D
devin&julie, tim&priscilla, arthur&elaine were just hugging and holding hands and giggling by themselves LOL -.-
jessicas just a babyy too HAHHA just kidding she's "brave"
and last but not least , KARANNN! my buddy <3
she was so funny .. like when the monster would come she'd stop walking and just say "noo.. stoppp stopp .. no contact.. holy eff holy eff holy eff don't touch me! oh can we take a picture please" HAHAHAHAHAH so so so funny
and she'd cuss out of no where PUAHAHAH
tonight was a goood night (=
so tiring cus i had to tell everyone where to go and stuff
but sooo worth it ;D
universal >>>>> knotts FOR SUREEEE
so much scarier (:
its 4am ]:
church tomorrow
i'm gonna be supa tired
goodbyeeee and goodnight :D
soo it was darkie, joeyi, chrisyang, devin, julie, elaine, arthur, tim, priscilla, jessica, grace, sarahk, karan, and me
OKAY ill name the best mazes and attractions from best to last
#1 .. TERROR TRAM. so kewl , it seemed so real (= it was a combination of all the scary things !
#2 .. CHUCKY MAZE. only sarahk and i went on it cus everyone else were little babies. the chucky dolls were actually alive and midget sized so it was pretty freaky . a lot of special effects and supa scawy ! the line to get in was funny cus chucky was there and you can actually talk to him o__o..
#3 .. SAW MAZE. so grosss and smelt like real dead stuff :x its so gross how the rooms where theres dead things, it actually smells like something died in there x_x
#4 .. MY BLOODY VALENTINE MAZE. i hatehatehate that movie but the maze was so retarded cus after they scared us they laughed -____- so yep .
heheheh then we rode some other rides and ate and walked around etc etc etc !
grace would always run when they were near her and theyd chase her around everywhere PUAHAHAH
sarahkim cried RIGHT when we got in from the saw piggies .
darkie, joeyi, chris ... such girls ;D
devin&julie, tim&priscilla, arthur&elaine were just hugging and holding hands and giggling by themselves LOL -.-
jessicas just a babyy too HAHHA just kidding she's "brave"
and last but not least , KARANNN! my buddy <3
she was so funny .. like when the monster would come she'd stop walking and just say "noo.. stoppp stopp .. no contact.. holy eff holy eff holy eff don't touch me! oh can we take a picture please" HAHAHAHAHAH so so so funny
and she'd cuss out of no where PUAHAHAH
tonight was a goood night (=
so tiring cus i had to tell everyone where to go and stuff
but sooo worth it ;D
universal >>>>> knotts FOR SUREEEE
so much scarier (:
its 4am ]:
church tomorrow
i'm gonna be supa tired
goodbyeeee and goodnight :D
Saturday, October 3, 2009
sigh
not a great weeek but i hope it gets better
well yesterday
my double eyelid was real poofy and it got bigger
and everyone liked that so i was like dude i hope the other one changes like that ..
and this morning
WOAHDAHACK !
they both got bigger .. HAHAHHA <3
yeeeeeshh :D
weells
today is universal studios halloween haunt
i hope itll be fun ?
idk ,
i wish crystal and audrey could be thereeeee :x
+ sarahpang and whoeever else hahah
x_x okiee idk what to do about you anymore
it seems like yu like that then you like this ?
i dont know
im just a little toy you can play with then when i get boring , leave
then when yur bored im back in
ideekay , it seems like you dont care anymore -_-
maybe we should just, give up?
i feel really bad
i'm sorry
-----------
okay too emo ish
what i did yesterday ?
oh so FUNNNNN .
afterschoool ;
joshchang picked up darkie , me , erin, and stella
and darkie and i went to taco bell
but he didnt even eat -_- LOL
walked back up , almost died
then everyone was air softing
and i got to shoot darkie 5 TIMES PUAHAHAH >:)
yayayy !
no one came to church today ..
the only sophomore girls were karan and i :\
gaaahh we should all come out to church like the olden days
when we'd all play afterschool then be all hyped about church
weell i'm glad it was karan that was there !
we had a good talk and caught up with stuff (:
LOL praise was so funny omg HAHAHHA :D !!
we were so distracted during service..
too excited
small groups,
had a long talk with teacher stacey tooo <3
i'm glad i have bible study teacher-like sisters that i can talk to wheneverr
so after church
woww .. karan and i were really super hyper
like seriously . i've never been THIS hyper before o_o
we were really freaky crazy etc etc etc !
LOL nick took me to my house along with sharon and karan
then they came over and we playedd (=
the fair next to my house is opening once again :)
so we all gots to gooo !
real goood day yesterday was
yet a real bad day
hope everything gains back into its happinessnesss days ? LOL HAHAH .
i missssss..
crystal
julie
audrey
sarahpang
elaine
& more
for some odd reason
well yesterday
my double eyelid was real poofy and it got bigger
and everyone liked that so i was like dude i hope the other one changes like that ..
and this morning
WOAHDAHACK !
they both got bigger .. HAHAHHA <3
yeeeeeshh :D
weells
today is universal studios halloween haunt
i hope itll be fun ?
idk ,
i wish crystal and audrey could be thereeeee :x
+ sarahpang and whoeever else hahah
x_x okiee idk what to do about you anymore
it seems like yu like that then you like this ?
i dont know
im just a little toy you can play with then when i get boring , leave
then when yur bored im back in
ideekay , it seems like you dont care anymore -_-
maybe we should just, give up?
i feel really bad
i'm sorry
-----------
okay too emo ish
what i did yesterday ?
oh so FUNNNNN .
afterschoool ;
joshchang picked up darkie , me , erin, and stella
and darkie and i went to taco bell
but he didnt even eat -_- LOL
walked back up , almost died
then everyone was air softing
and i got to shoot darkie 5 TIMES PUAHAHAH >:)
yayayy !
no one came to church today ..
the only sophomore girls were karan and i :\
gaaahh we should all come out to church like the olden days
when we'd all play afterschool then be all hyped about church
weell i'm glad it was karan that was there !
we had a good talk and caught up with stuff (:
LOL praise was so funny omg HAHAHHA :D !!
we were so distracted during service..
too excited
small groups,
had a long talk with teacher stacey tooo <3
i'm glad i have bible study teacher-like sisters that i can talk to wheneverr
so after church
woww .. karan and i were really super hyper
like seriously . i've never been THIS hyper before o_o
we were really freaky crazy etc etc etc !
LOL nick took me to my house along with sharon and karan
then they came over and we playedd (=
the fair next to my house is opening once again :)
so we all gots to gooo !
real goood day yesterday was
yet a real bad day
hope everything gains back into its happinessnesss days ? LOL HAHAH .
i missssss..
crystal
julie
audrey
sarahpang
elaine
& more
for some odd reason
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