i just realized

that you guys didn’t even help me or comfort me when i really needed you guys

i remember i’d always gave hints like “lets go to your house and talkk” or “lets go eat”

it seems like i’m just a person there, for entertainment and someone to laugh att

i have feelings to you know, and i do have problems.

sometimessssss i try being not goofy but everyone says to be funny etc etc ..

but when i do that no one takes me seriously and doesn’t give a poopie about me ..

i don’t know why it bugs me but when you guys told me to do something so mean like that, i did it for awhile but stopped cus it was wrong

but when i tell you to do that, you get mad and say thats mean?

wow, really? hah.

& i hate how if i do something weird then you guys would be like “theheck..-_-“

but if someone else did it like someone more “popular” or “cooler” you’d be like “hahah<3”>

i hate how people act differently in front of others..

i can go on and on and on and ON .

x__x ugh i’m thinking so much right now.

WHAT A FUN DAY

MILAL

played with sharon babyy and abraham hahah

and darkie kept taking me food -_- fatso.

then we did that fainting thing and caroline fainted HAHAHHAHAHAH

but the teachers said its bad :\ but it was soo funny..

IN ZE CAR ..

sang so much and did that trio singing LOL (=

karan julie and i are PRO.

OUTSIDE ICE SKATING RINK IN LA

HEHE the guy :)

sho fun but hurt sho badd ..

took a lot of pictures in the rink and some ppl fell cus of us x)

then they left while i was taking a picture.. ditchers! >:P

PERUVIAN RESTAURANT !

it was super packed but made it in (=

i got number 15! beef w/ pasta <3

SO YUMMYYY but didnt finish it hahha

“this is so fun, this is so fun”

& trying to figure out each others names hehee

& june’s food came out so late HHAHA and was nasty too PUAHAHAH.

IN ZE CAR ..

michellek irene june and i were telling each other stories !

soo fun… i scared them all :D HEHEHE.

NRB

…i was taking a picture of the kewl electric alcohol bottle thing and they ditched me again ._. it was so scary dude.

thenn we sang and it was all korean songs.. which i cant do. LOL

soo like for park bom i sang like

“YOU AND I TOGETHER IT JUST FEELS SO RIGHTTTTTT”

……… then yeah HAHHAHA. =)

teacher edie was so goood and teacher stacey was so funnay :D !

IN ZE CAR ..

i killed june

say sorry to me now

<3

AT CHURCH ..

danceed to the christmas song hahah

and then everyone left and i was the last oneee

and i told teacher stacey and teacher edith the factory scary story

HAHAHHAHAH TEACHER STACEY JUMPED AND HER FACE WAS A COMBINATION OF ” X_X :O >:[ :\ :P ” LOLOLOL

AND THEN she hid behind teacher edie HAHHAHAHAH :D

and she said “im gonna get you back” PSHH no one can >:)

wellss overall it was a very fun day :)

bonded with freshmen and had fun with sophomores <3

dangit

you SUCKKK --x ....



well today
- shoppes
- new moon at harkins
- dear brutus


im not gonna explain everything like i would
no one really uses blogspot anymore ...
EVERYONE SHOULD SWITCH TO TUMBLR! :)

slow dancing in a burning room

LOVE THAT SONG. :)

hahah , wells i made this tumblr .. just for you crystal .. LOL <3

hmm anywaysss

afterschool i went to eat my babylicious PHO W00T! w/ sharon pamela and audreeeey

then went to lee's with sharon and pammsterizkewl

went to play with ginaaaa but she took forever so i barely saw her -.- ..

sharon & i had a loong great talk about stuffs :)

i think i'ma start lees.. I NEED IT .

mmkay well i hope this saturday gonna be super fun !

im gonna ride a ride with darkie and itll be the best time of his life HAHAHHA

LA church

was so failll ....
D: didn't learn much and etc etc etc
i think church is like my medication :D
it keeps me healthy and clean and yeeeep
hahahahahahhaahahha


school sucks, seriously
i'm gonna really try to go for straight A's
LOL i doubt it'll happen but as long as i try hahah
i'm that kinda person that can try, but never gets it :(
boohoooo
why am i so unsmart? <-- i bet unsmart isn't even a word HAHAH.-_-
while my mom sister dad brother are all nerds/geeks
i'm just a weird litto girl who likes to have fuNNN YEEEE LOL :)


winter drumlinee !
w/ marching and more
kinda excited but not looking forward to it
next year drumline's gonna SUCK.
with like half the snares gone hahah x)
mmm i hope i'm section leader :D
during the middle school visitation everyone kept telling me to go say hi since im gonna be section leader :D EHHEHEHEHEHEH
but then i was like "nooo isnt he?"
and they were like "ohh, well then next next year yu are!"
NOOOOOOOOOO I DIDN'T WANT TO HEAR THAT ANSWER.
I WANTED TO HEAR "NOPE, YOUR GONNA BE THE NEXT ONE SINCE YOURE MORE RESPONSIBLE AND COMES TO PRACTICE!"
HAHAAH dang i'm a true band nerd.




SOMEBODY,
LIGHT UP A SPARK IN MY LIFE.

boohooo

alksdjasd :( today suckeddddd
i have a weird sty in my eye and it hurts so bad
and everyones so annoying " EWWWW WTH IS THAT YOUR GROSS BLAHBLAH " hahahah
whateverrrrrr
so in 6th period i went to the nurses office and just slept in there while putting an ice pack on my eye (= hehe.



i realized i get really happy when people do small little things for me
stuff like "michelle i'm here for you" or "LOVE YOO" :D <3 i love it .


crystal lee & gina yi <3
sanks for trying your best and pretty much always being there for me
it feels like you guys really care :) i dunnoo
i love you :D YEEEAYYYYY

:(

sighhh
i feel so hated and uncared for
whats the useeeee :(


i dont talk to you as much anymore
it makes me sad how yu just kinda left me
yu said youd always be there for me buttt nawh .
guess not

"i love yoo bestiee :)" MY BUTT .




today was so boring ...
and useless.
but some what fun
and disappointing
and had some emo time LOL -_-
wells byee

WOAH

i haven't blogged in so long wowow ...
weell im gonna try coming back to daily blogging :) i hope haha !

TOMORROW IS LATE START <33
and then sometime this week is like an hour backwards
so we get one more hour of sleep
OH YESSSS... i love sleep :)

cus i love to dream
i wish i can just dream all day :D
i really wanna have that kind of dream where i can control it, wooah that'd be so kewl !!


hahha so this past month has been so depressing -___-
i get pissed off too easily and i get so annoyed so easily ..
i hate it when it seems like my friends dont give a poopie about me
that hurts me SO BADDDDDDD .
and i hate when it seems like i care for a friend waaay more than they care for me, you know ?
dang .
it's so hard for me to open up to people .. ._. cus its just awkward or i can't trust them or i'm not comfortable or i haven't talked to you for so long
like if a friend came up to me and i haven't talked to them for so long and they go like
"dude whats wrong ,,, why can't you tell me?!"
UHHH, HELLO?? i haven't even talked to you for so long its kinda hard :(
i really just need people who are there almost 24/7 <3
love emmm .
crystal leee , you make me heppy <3


the cancer is backkk .
T_T please not again .
only thing to do is pray .

GOOD DAY <3

soooo today was a really good day for me :)

- didnt do my history homework but LUCKILY christine and philip remembered the answers and he took the hw (: AND i forgot to give in my hw yesterday and he took it tooo .. omg he loves me . historyy was pretty funny today tooo :D LOL braiding hair thingy puahah !

- BRUNCHHH <3 hehhe finally manng.. such a love moment seriously .. I LOVE YOU AUDREY <3

- LOL , spanish classs ... crystal knows what im talkin bout

- english; laughs with davidchiang and janellee (=

- LOL omg the hypnosis thing was soo funny "there was a bee" HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA !

- ...... after lunch , junee x_x HAHAHA that was pretty funny i have to admit . i almost wet my pants i was so dang scared you looked so creepy and demonic and yu were chasing me HAAHA
okay so like after the hypnosis thing i was like "DUDE june what did yu do?" and she was kinda dazed looking and she was like "nothing its all in your head..." then she looks at me with O.O eyes and says "michelle lets go eat bananas....michellemichelle" and omg, it was so freaky she didnt blink either . so i was so scared so i ran away and ran down the stairs and she was following me then i ran more and she left ... HAHAH but i found out she was joking, but omgaah it looked so real HAHHAHA yu so fonnny (: + I NEVER HATED YOU I'M KINDA JOKING MEAN TO PEOPLE I LIKEE AND I ALWAYS LIKED YOU AND YOUR VOICE <3

- didn't go to afterschool drumline practice today :).

- afterschoool, went to KARANS HOUSE! w/ creeestal <3

- played played talked talked laughed laughed laughed laughed laughed <33333>

- walked to pho with crystal karan and june :) ate some good stufff and laughed some more HAHAH i love laughing .

- then karan went home and the rest went to school for yur guyses hc prep thing .. it was soo cold :x then june left and crystal and i went to han nam chain and talked bout stuffs

- LOL car rideeee hahahhaha :x mysterious scary boy ... "WHAT ARE YOU?" LOLOL !




yeeeeeaahhh :)
what a happy day <3
can't wait for david crowder band concierto WOOOOH

blogs

are so depressing these days


i don't know why i'm so sad these days
eveything's going so bad
i take things waaay too seriously
i think i'm too sensitive
and over think everything


i haven't talked to you for so loong
it feels like a big part of me is missing now
like i'd always go to you
i don't know ._.


i hate the feeling of holding in your crying
it seeems like this is happening more and more
i have to keep it in cus i wanna cry everywhere i goo -_-
auugh , i dun like it man .


crying yourself to sleep = big poofy double eye lids

universal halloween haunt

preetty dang scary and fun :D
soo it was darkie, joeyi, chrisyang, devin, julie, elaine, arthur, tim, priscilla, jessica, grace, sarahk, karan, and me

OKAY ill name the best mazes and attractions from best to last
#1 .. TERROR TRAM. so kewl , it seemed so real (= it was a combination of all the scary things !
#2 .. CHUCKY MAZE. only sarahk and i went on it cus everyone else were little babies. the chucky dolls were actually alive and midget sized so it was pretty freaky . a lot of special effects and supa scawy ! the line to get in was funny cus chucky was there and you can actually talk to him o__o..
#3 .. SAW MAZE. so grosss and smelt like real dead stuff :x its so gross how the rooms where theres dead things, it actually smells like something died in there x_x
#4 .. MY BLOODY VALENTINE MAZE. i hatehatehate that movie but the maze was so retarded cus after they scared us they laughed -____- so yep .

heheheh then we rode some other rides and ate and walked around etc etc etc !
grace would always run when they were near her and theyd chase her around everywhere PUAHAHAH
sarahkim cried RIGHT when we got in from the saw piggies .
darkie, joeyi, chris ... such girls ;D
devin&julie, tim&priscilla, arthur&elaine were just hugging and holding hands and giggling by themselves LOL -.-
jessicas just a babyy too HAHHA just kidding she's "brave"
and last but not least , KARANNN! my buddy <3
she was so funny .. like when the monster would come she'd stop walking and just say "noo.. stoppp stopp .. no contact.. holy eff holy eff holy eff don't touch me! oh can we take a picture please" HAHAHAHAHAH so so so funny
and she'd cuss out of no where PUAHAHAH


tonight was a goood night (=
so tiring cus i had to tell everyone where to go and stuff
but sooo worth it ;D
universal >>>>> knotts FOR SUREEEE
so much scarier (:


its 4am ]:
church tomorrow
i'm gonna be supa tired

goodbyeeee and goodnight :D

sigh

not a great weeek but i hope it gets better

well yesterday
my double eyelid was real poofy and it got bigger
and everyone liked that so i was like dude i hope the other one changes like that ..
and this morning
WOAHDAHACK !
they both got bigger .. HAHAHHA <3
yeeeeeshh :D

weells
today is universal studios halloween haunt
i hope itll be fun ?
idk ,
i wish crystal and audrey could be thereeeee :x
+ sarahpang and whoeever else hahah



x_x okiee idk what to do about you anymore
it seems like yu like that then you like this ?
i dont know
im just a little toy you can play with then when i get boring , leave
then when yur bored im back in
ideekay , it seems like you dont care anymore -_-
maybe we should just, give up?



i feel really bad
i'm sorry

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okay too emo ish

what i did yesterday ?

oh so FUNNNNN .
afterschoool ;
joshchang picked up darkie , me , erin, and stella
and darkie and i went to taco bell
but he didnt even eat -_- LOL
walked back up , almost died

then everyone was air softing
and i got to shoot darkie 5 TIMES PUAHAHAH >:)
yayayy !

no one came to church today ..
the only sophomore girls were karan and i :\
gaaahh we should all come out to church like the olden days
when we'd all play afterschool then be all hyped about church

weell i'm glad it was karan that was there !
we had a good talk and caught up with stuff (:
LOL praise was so funny omg HAHAHHA :D !!
we were so distracted during service..
too excited

small groups,
had a long talk with teacher stacey tooo <3
i'm glad i have bible study teacher-like sisters that i can talk to wheneverr

so after church
woww .. karan and i were really super hyper
like seriously . i've never been THIS hyper before o_o
we were really freaky crazy etc etc etc !
LOL nick took me to my house along with sharon and karan
then they came over and we playedd (=

the fair next to my house is opening once again :)
so we all gots to gooo !

real goood day yesterday was
yet a real bad day
hope everything gains back into its happinessnesss days ? LOL HAHAH .



i missssss..
crystal
julie
audrey
sarahpang
elaine
& more
for some odd reason

HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY JOE YUN !

today was his late late birthday partay !
w/ me daniel chris jason and tim

so we first met up at joes house around 5
and we left like at 8 and picked up daniel
the car was so squishy omg -__-
5 people in the back ]: so uncomfy
it took like 20 min to get the aoki sushi or wtv its called
the sushi was pretty good ! even though i dont like raw fish x)
i got so full after a couple and tim ate soo much LOLOL
we got like 15 sodas / snapples
and at least 10 plates of sushi
then 2 fried ice cream (=

afterrrr we went to puente around 10ish
and watched jennifers body .. cus yeah i'm with all these guys
of COURSE they would choose the movie with megan foxx -.-
it was so hard to sneak in , but right when the workers went away we RAN in HAHHAHAHA
my heart was beating so fast :D

mmm so daniel on my left and jason on my right
i kept covering their eyes on the "R" rated scenes but omgah -_-
little perverts just hit my hand away every single time saying "no dude stop!" ....
the movie was really creepy and scary ..
wasn't THAT great but still good :P

wellll yeaaahh
IT WAS PRETTY FUN TODAY (=
laughed a lot <3

thank you joeeeee !

YAY

so yesterday !
i was super mad cus of my cramps :(
and i was gonna go home during lunch but everyone made me stay


cus afterschool daniel asked me to hc! :P
hahha it was so unexpected ...
but then yeah :D i dont want to explain in details


well after we went to hmart area, then grace and i went to audreys, then jays, then church
for FRESH!


okay , so the car ride ?
i was sleeping and jason keeps taking videos and pictures of me WHAT THEEEEE x_x ..
so at fresh place we ate some yummy carls jr
then finally got in :D
we were waaay in the back and i was mad cus i wanted to be in the way front ..
soo i got julie devin and jason and i pushed through everyone PUAHAHHAHA :D
and we ended up being in the WAAYYY front
karan and caroline shoulda stayed up there with us !! ]:
well yeups jason went crazy first and was jumping HAHHA
then the whole front started jumping and yeahh

omg , starfield singer leader went into the front and we all touched him
I TOUCHED HIMMMMMMMMMMMM BE JEALOUS OMG <333

sermon was gooood
i hope devin and grace and everyone else had a good time !

then after sermon was starfield once again
and this time was the first time i raised my hands you know ?
hehehe yeaaaah (=
juliee i had so much fun with you cus i never get to hang out with you but this time i did :D
LOL it was so funny x) heh .

we had to leave early -_____-
but jason julie devin and i wanted to stay so jason asked his mom but then when we were gonna go back in, it ended
so we went home

the car ride back home ?
omg -_- ..
jason picked me nose
omg wtheck .. x_x
like everytime i fell asleep


GOOD DAY , GOOD DAY .


today is joes party!
woopdeedoooooo (=

playday

afterschool:
went to julias casa, thanks david for ride !
watched highkick drama wtv HHAHA
its pretty funny :P
i kept falling asleep for like 2-10 min and it felt like hours x__x
ate ojingo thingy HAHHA idk how to spell it gash -.-
w/ mayo and tabasco, WOW so goood (=
then just laughed for weird reasons and everyone was so gassy today .. -_-
julia, your house always makes me have runny nose.. your cat .......



then got dropped off at performing arts
julia taped my hands together ...... HAHAHAHA
walked to gas station and bought some stuffff d
avidchiang taught me this kewl "lick" HAHHA (:
played for only like 20 min cus matt came late - -x
aimee and julia and i talkeedd
aimee dropped us offf at julia



then we went to the pool and TALKEDTALKED :D
hehehhehehhehe .........
dad was almost there so we sat on the sidewalk
in front of danielyi's house
and we kept calling his and gina's name
and we saw him close his window and blind
..then he started to play violin ..
HAHAHAHHAHAH ;D
andand gina said she heard me but wasn't sure if she was going psycho or not ;)



left around 930
and yEEEEEP


overall..
fun, gassy, laughable, sick, tiring, gassy, hot, etc etc etc beautiful wonderful day <3

super mario bros on ds

is so so soooooo ADDICTING .
i play it everynight hehe (:

everyone's getting asked to homecoming!
congratulations hehehe

right now i'm listening to
man in the mirror - michael jackson
it's harshing my mellow, dude. LOL


"In a dream you appear
for awhile you were here
So I keep sleeping
just to keep you with me.."

^ dewd i ALWAYS do that .. and it really works (=


this is a very random blog ,
nothing to blog about to the OPEN lately
just a lot in private blog though ..



wowww ,
i can't believe i'm saying this but
i really really really miss my brother :(

hmmm

WHAT SHALL I DO TODAY?
- joe's party ? [maybe moved to next week]
- stay home & do my homework ?
- jasons house ?
- play with giiinnaaayyiiiz ?
- la county fair !! [iwish]
what to do what to do


this weekend i have so mucho homework .. ._.
ap book report, etc etc etc .!

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sooooooo yesterday was a great day full of hyperness and laughing =)
weeell, after school that is HAHA.
phophophohyperness :D
like the good old times puahah
then audreys casaaa
took like 234634 pictures and talkedd .
then go to school for marching band
mr a was going ballistic today HAHAH x)
we lost.. 48 [ithink] - 0 :(




"i'm going to go to princeton because that's where the princess' go" - sarah pang

xitsmichellyyx (11:24:38 AM): hey is princess . princess' or princess's ?

xitsmichellyyx (11:24:39 AM): LOL .

xitsmichellyyx (11:24:41 AM): x) hehe

kangsanx10 (11:24:49 AM): LOL they just like changed the new rule

xitsmichellyyx (11:24:49 AM): like more than one princess

kangsanx10 (11:24:52 AM): they changed it to princess'

kangsanx10 (11:24:56 AM): but before it was princess's

xitsmichellyyx (11:25:00 AM): HHAHAHAHAHAH

xitsmichellyyx (11:25:01 AM): OH REALLY

kangsanx10 (11:25:06 AM): YEAH I READ IT ON GOOGLE

xitsmichellyyx (11:25:06 AM): SMARTTIE

xitsmichellyyx (11:25:08 AM): HAHAHAHA

kangsanx10 (11:25:09 AM): I KNOW MAN(:

xitsmichellyyx (11:25:09 AM): EWWWW .....

xitsmichellyyx (11:25:10 AM): LOOLOLLO

kangsanx10 (11:25:15 AM): AND THEN I TOLD MR. MORAN ABOUT IT

kangsanx10 (11:25:17 AM): AND HE WAS LIKE WOW JASON

kangsanx10 (11:25:18 AM): (:

kangsanx10 (11:25:21 AM): i felt so awesome

^ oh my gosh -_________-

OH YES !

whatta great fun exciting happy day today (:

afterschool, went to costco w/ davidchiang and sharon !!
HAHA , sooo worth it oh my gosh
we went back and forth to all the food stands and ate so much :D
soo funnny
ohh and we met laura there w/ her 2 sisters freeloading from costco too HAHAH

after that we went to davids house and he was playing guitar like so pro-lly ..
woow i am AMAZED,, AMAZED I SAY .
ate some costco pija and bulgogi sandwich stuff
played a duet w/ david PUAHAH .
finally left for performing artss !

andand performing arts ended and sharon came over to my house
and guess what she asked?
"CAN I HAB SOME NEHMUN?"
"...."
LOLOLOLO WOW HAHAHA SERIOUSLY?
she thought nengmyun was NEHMUN .... HAHA .
sharon so fonnnyy weirdo

wells GOOD DAY with some people i haven't hung out with in a while (:

w00t !
tomorrow is LA COUNTY FAIR ! :D
i think marching for like 30 minutes is worth skipping 5th and 6th and riding some rides ;)
right right ?
cannot WAITTT .

sleeping

is my medication to happiness
HAHAH

when i slept like 23434634 hrs i was soo happy
but like today, i slept so late last night and i was cranky and mad :\

well today SUCKED
theres so many stuffff -__-
family is so annoying
school is so boring
dont know who to trust

i hate being at home ..
all everyone does here is fight and yell and argue -.-
my parents are making me limit computer to 10 minutes
i mean, really. are you serious? 10 MINUTES .
i don't understand why i can't just use the computer on my free time, when i'm done with homework and there's nothing to do.
do they want me to stare at the wall or WHAT -__-
gaaash they don't know anything about me

why the freak do you hate me
what the heck did i ever do to you
whatever, no one likes you anyways
so sucks for you .

if i didn't have a ten minute limit time on computer ,
i'd write so dang much
cus i needa vent about everything ..






oh its alright
just step all over me
use me over & over again
it's fineee . - -x

PHOHANA

it seriously makes you highh or something ..
HAHA cus everytime i go there, everyone i go with is so hyper and stuffs
like today, i went to pho with my family
and my mom , omg LOL she went crazy ..
she was laughing at everything and singing to those old elvis songs they play
HAHAHAH :D

can't wait for tomorrowww , idk why =)


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people are soo immature these days
like seriously
i admit i'm immature like JOKINGLY
but others are like .. - -x wth ?
like some people get mad cus people who didnt know brandon riley said "rest in peace" ?
wtfreak ... seriously we're just supporting him and his family
if you have something to say like that then that's just really messed up
aughh -_____- ..

weell
brandon riley
rest in paradise


come onn, say something to me -_-

September 11th

it's already been a year!
feels like just yesterday.
today is the day that all of your loved ones are gathering
a memorial just for youuu .
omgaah we all miss you ..
i miss when you'd take us out to the mall randomly
and your funny lame weirdo jokes
and your attempt to speak english
hahahhahaha x)
words can't explain how we felt when you left :(
i'm still wearing the braceletttt !
sorry we don't visit as often
but i know you're here with me all the timee .
hope your having fun up there in Heaven.


i miss you
i love you
rest in peace grampapa

branding iron game..

who's going ?

not meeeeh . :(

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hahah playing w/ jason and jae after school was the best fun i've had in a while :D
lots of laughs <3 LOL
HAHAHAHAHHAHA THE SEIZURE omgad HHAH !
ohshooooot tehheh .
okay so i'll tell you the story .. LOL HAHA
so like a month or so ago ,
jason daniel jae and chris correra were playing right ?
and then chris started headlocking jae and said
"if you cant breathe then tap my arm"
then, jae couldn't breathe so he tapped chris' arm
but then chris let go like 3 seconds after
and then jae started having a mini-seizure HAHAHHAH loLOLLOLO HAHAH
and then he woke up and he was like
"how many days passed???"
with his facial expression like O.O
HAHAAHAHAHAH omgash dude so funny .
& jason gave me the seizure example and everythiing ..
AHAHA :D so funny i love em

embarrassing ..

dl: hmm i think i have a pretty good idea who i'm gonna ask to homecoming! :)
mp: oohh i see LOL heh but are other guys going? x)
dl: ehh im not sure
mp: your going for sure?
dl: if i feel like it xD
dl: but if im the only guy outta the group goes then im gonna have to go with weirdo sophomores or juniors -_-
mp: HAHA noo we can just go with some seniors!
dl: hahah what?
mp: ... oh waitt shooot
mp: AKSJDJAKSDAS -____-
dl: PUAHAHAHAHAHAH
dl: PUAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
dl: PUAHAHAHHAHAHAH
dl: PUAHAHAAHAHAHAHA
dl: awww :)
mp: -_-JASDASLKD uhh ok bye

^ wowoww so embarrassing right there :(

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TODAY!
happy birthday papi!
we will celebrate by dinner tonight with his partners
which means ashlaaykeem and others will be coming!
woooooh

wthay?

sooooo ... madddd ... today

i have my reasons :\
i'm never mad or sad for nothing ..
unless im on my . but im not LOL

sooooo yeeahh --x

daang i have stuff to tell you boog .

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welll pamela slept over last night! =)
had some FUNN but shes freaky cus she sleeps w/ her eyes open
and it looked like she was staring me down while i was sleeping x_x ..

weell sarahp grace and pam came to gsc today
sarahpang.. you really have to like take service seriously ...
lol instead of keep touching me and tickling me during worship and pray ! x_x aiyaah hahah

weeelll after church i went home
then i hear that im having dinner w/ people :D
but then i find out .. im not .
so then gina was supposed to come over to play
BUT her tire broke, theheck? -_- LOL

then i take a loooong nap for like 3 hrs (:
HAHA dude i really cant live a day without taking a long nap heehee .
and my parents make some YUMMY IN MY TUMMY kimchijjigae and samgyupsal <3

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it SUCKS how a life can end so fast
so unexpectedly
asdksflasd ..
i didnt know you, but rip :\

fire fire

go away
come again another day
if you dont
i dont care
i can see your .. underwear?

booooohoooo the fire's making everywhere so dang hot and smokey -_-
my eyes red once again from itttt ......
did you see the sun?
holy molyy , its super red and biiig !
+ its windy
there's like 5 firefighters at the park these days in case a fire starts there or something
i wonder if itll be WARM in winter :O wow thatll suck
YEEESSSS im going to big bear in the winter with ze KAPA group and gonna skii for the first time :)


so todaayy was sucha bad day ):
mr salyerr's like a goood christian man
he taught us about christianity today HAHA .
and he told us "treat others how you would want to be treated"
HMMM, ring a bell?
soo crazzy i wrote that in a different post on blog recently :o
but seriously he defined it so well ..
some people shoulda been there HAHA x)

YAAAYY I HAVE GAJILLION HW !

bye -_-

partay

so today after church i decided to have a "party" LOLOL
and i invited like everyone last minute..
but the only people who ended up coming was
janelee jennycho and crystallee x) how sad huh .

well the whole time was just talked and talked about our lives and love life and ten finger game PUAHAH jennny cho youre so funny seriously .
janeeleee is smart ish .. HAHA yeah :]
crystal.. our plan ? yesh! oh you left your watch here .

well the talks were gooood
we made some nengmyun and ate :]
crystal left like at 530 then jane left like at 6
then jenny and i just talked (=
mahahh shes soo funnny omg LOL ! <3
she told me this secret .. dude HAHAHHA dang!

so she was about to leave like at 7 riiight
and then we were waiting outside and we dared each other to lay in the middle of the road
and i did it and no cars came (:
soo jenny was about to do it but cars were coming
HAHHAHAH (=
then we saw gardeners and we were freaked and jenny was like
"DUDE HIDE BEHIND THIS!" ... and it was a pole . HAHAHHA LOLL
and yeeahh tehn she left :(

funn random day (:

on my mind

i really want a neighbor friend )=
like how danielyi's neighborhood has like julia and everyone
and how crystal HAD pamela
and how audrey has daniel jae elaine

i think it'd be so fun if someone lived next to meee :D
we can just walk down to starbucks or puente and watch a movie
then for school we can carpool HAHAH
and if we need help w/ hw and stuff
and i can actually go walking w/ someoneeee
or bike riding
and i can jst walk over there to vent instead of wasting my time on this blog

i might moveeeee ?
soo i hope its near someone :D

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well COF is this monday!
i'm happpy cause i really want to see joshy ..
LOL i'm serious i'm so sad i didn't see him for so long
i wonder if he remembers me ?
i seriously want josh as my buddy again
i think he can teach me a lott o__o you know ?
pleasepleasePLEASE!!
mrs. byun, mrs. kim . please. HEHE .

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sooo lately i've been thinking
"omg we're sophomores!"
its a new yearrrrrr; lets leave our freshman problems behind; start fresh?
idk we should start acting like "role-models" to freshmans LOOL idk -_-
honestly i think we're really immature & bad influences already -__-
we should start forgiving and forgetting or at least try ?
not just ruin someones highschool year or something ..
i dont know, i cant explain.
so these days i've been trying to help and shtufff
some people are like "o_O" but i feel good inside LOL x) hehe .
soo yeaaaaahh

treat others how you'd want to be treated
love your neighbor as yourself

crystal, you're right

i'm gonna write about my day HAHA .

hmm lets see
failed julius caesar -__-
got my letter from ginaaaaa (:
lunch was blegh .
yada yada
hahaha 6th period , jason and i were gonna ditch HAHHA !
since everyone leaves after 5th and yeeaahh
but maybe i can cus gina can get me another sticker thing ;) w00t!
jason farted . not me .
ehh learned part of spanglish, our new cadence?

then afterschool we went to andrews house and just talked and playeeed
then they dropped audrey and i off at back to school bash
where i saw julia jessica elaine karan grace !
talked w/ audrey <3 heheh thanks .
mmm they picked us up and we went to graces
but left right when i was about to go in LOL
thanks for the starbucks + ride crystal ! (=

and nowwwwww i'm off to the SPA !
where i'll be sleeping over there for the night ;]
yeeeeuh
bye

lalalalaa~

1- boooring -___- salyer's so boring omg but hes the easiest teacher =)
2- askdjasd cold air and boring omg kottke AKJDASJDAS he reminds me of a MOLE im serious and he even talks like one ..
3- jae switched into my class :). lujan is boring yet funny . i think she saw me chewing gum and writing letters -___-x .. the guy next to me seriously has the most funniest, high-pitched voice eveRRR HAHHAHAAH
4- lord of the flies test was okay .. easier than f451 i think x) heeh . davidchiang and i jst play mookjjeebah thingy silently after the test HHAHA i pwned today >:]
lunch- OMGAJSHDHASD -____- augh . upset people .. gave gina the longlooong letter (= yaayy she wrote me a long one bacchh . anddd yeah it was super hot .
5- chem is boring. that video was so pointless and michaellee was laughing HAHAH . scientific notation is E.Z.
6- bandaaa i hate altmire -.- ditched like 10 min and saw neecole and gina and said hellows fellows yeepyep

THEN afterschool , went to audreys casaaa then jae took us back to school for..
rodeo SOUND up! HAHHAHAA LOLOL .
GINA DITCHED MEEE ONLY WANTED TO GO FOR FOOD . >:o
we practiced in the hot sun
ate good hot dog! & drinks
saw mi mama
talked w/ daniel :]
balloon toss w/ daniel ... then got soaked by daniel .. -_- LOL .
then performance. LOL spanglish sucked hahahahh
HAHA "conFEssions" voice crack ;]
and omg BUTT CRACK ?
AHHAHAHAHHA

dang, funny and happy day today i'd have to say (:
10000 x better than before yo


byeee <#

gaaaaaahh

well today was another unsuccessful day of getting the chinese peopo's table
but tomorrow we shall succeed FOR SURE .
like seriously, we all better run there .

well i Aced my first quiz LOL
lab safety quiz (:
f451 was okay .. it wasn't easy for me cus i didn't read the whole boook. just sparknotes :(
but i'm gonna Ace my lord of the flies woooh !

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why am i so boring these days
why am i so lazy these days
why am i sooooooo :( ?

i wrote like 4 letters today for people
but i ended up throwing away all of them except for one
hahahhahhaha
i'm so .. distant from everybody :\

what happened to the good ol' days ?
this group thing .. eh .
everything SUCKS for me -_-
i miss you
& you
& you, you, you
family's annoying
always fighting -_-
really, i don't even know why i'm so depressed lately
just those small little things .

i'd say "FML"
but i don't cuss .

hmmm ..

you don't give a rats poop about me, right ?

well today was 2nd day of school !
salyer = so boring -_- but easy ?
kottke = can't teach HAHAH seriously . but i like his "shy" looking smile :D but gives waaay too much hw!
lujan = reminds me of my aunty susan cause they talk the same x) i have no friends in that class ): but easy
mesdjian = funnnn (:
bravo = hmmmm not sure yet
matt altmire = SUCKS I H8 YOU .


lunch was so hectic
everyone kept argueing and everything -__-
well, tomorrow!
our mission is to get that chinese nerd table waay in the corner.
WOOOOT PLEASE! :]



omgaah, i want to get over you
but i can't ?
-_-

fresno & san francisco

so on saturday...
woke up at 5am
ate mcdonalds which was really awkward ?
met the parents, conniecho, conniechung, danielyi, ginayi, winston, steve,
got to the hotel around 11 or 12
unpacked and stufff
then ate at the fresno hotels food place
DOOD i didn't know i went for freee
cause my moms friends owns that hotel soo i can just go there for free :o thats basically why everyone went HAHAH . but thats the place where we went for all souther or wtv ! :O
ehhh it was so awkward in the beginning cause i didn't really talk to anyone except daniel yi ..
we just watched tv and played cards etc etc
FINALLY we decided to go to the mall in sears o_o and go to the theatres
hahahha just talked and talked w/ daniellll and he sucks at singing -___- :P
there were no movies out .. so we got starbucks and went back and watched a movie at the hotel
we watched fired up !
that movies really goood and funny but weird x)
LOL after thatttt , my brother sister daniel and gina and i were talking and like gina has the worst grammar HAHAHHAHA omgad
she can't say specific or smoothies.. o_o ..
she said sepacific LOOLLOL
then we went to eat dinner

okay so after dinner my sister gina and connie went swimming
and i just stayed there but then omgad connie.. -___-
she got out of the pool and carried me and threw me in WITH ALL MY CLOTHES ON.
dude asdskgjsdf LOLOLOL
so i ended up swimming .. and we played marco polo and all these games
LOL gina went into the ZACUZZI and connie kept talking to strange black drunk people .. saying that shes the owners daughter -_- HAHA .

after thatttttttt we went back, showered, then went to the gym
dudee, connie ditched us to catch a CAT O_O ..
HAHA shes so weird (:

we met back in connie & ginas room
then i ended up just sleeping on ginas bed and they kept making noise so i woke up :(
and we couldnt sleep so we talked and talked about everythiing, while connie was on the phone with all these guys O_O .. shes a player .
we talked about ghost stories and how gina wants to be a psychiatrist when shes a psycho .
anddd we talked about our boys LOL and prank called :P
we were all so paranoid and had to pee together x_x
mmm talked more about family and problems and more ghosts and demons haha :[
duuudee its so sad how everyone treats connie so meanly ..
be nice to herr she's really niceeeee ! (connie the football player at dbhs)

so we tried going to sleep but there was this clicking noise that started right at 3am OMG so freaky
we couldnt sleeeeeep x_x
gina kicked me like 3 times seriously
connie farts like a MAN .

sunday:
augh, got up at 6am and ate brakafaste at 7ish
then my family left to sanfran while everyone else went to yosemite ): luckyyyyy
but sucks for them cause it rained PUAHA .
got to berkeley and omg, its so cold there x_x
helped my brother unpack into his dorm
then went out to eat lunch
my mom was craving korean food so we went into this koreabbq place right ?
and we ordered .. dude its so gross HAHA
cause mexican people were making it .. no koreans there to make it x_x
the kimchijjigae was NASTY .
walked around and got a sweaterrr
then went back and said our goodbyes :(
i'm so saddd , my brothers not gonna be here to comfort me or pick me up or talk to me anymore ....
asddgdflj; well we saw gore and james and lisaaa
then went homeee

omg, it takes like 7 hrs from sanfran to la
i have so many neck cramps and everythingg ..


well, this trip was reallly goood <3
i got pretty close to daniel & gina & connie (:
saying bye to my brother sucked, but we'll see him again

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the funny time LOL


nerd hair covered -_-



LOL gym!



brothers dorm


i made his bed :D




we'll miss you ryan <3

another vacation ..

so tomorrow i have to wake up at 5am and leave at 6am
then off to fresno!
where i'll be staying with danielyi, ginayi, connie[futbol player?o_o], james, brother, sister, and the parents.
wooooww such a random combination LOL.
but its okay, we'll be friends til the end and play cards all night! HAHAH . -.-
jk, daniel & i are jst gonna play ds together . yayyeee !
haha so i got 6 dvds to watch in the car cause its gonna take so long to go there ..

then on sunday i have to wake up at 6am to leave for sanfrancisco ]:
SO EARLLY ....
but going to sanfran w/ just family and james' family
then go to my brothers dorm and unpack, etc .
hahahah its so kewl how his friend's his roommate :D.

YEEEUP.
so i have to pack for school right now .
and i dont even have a locker to put my books in -_-_-_-x

weeellls
see you at school
=)

bowling!

so yesterday was our band camp performance
drumline sucked in this one song but we were good in the rest =)

afterrrr jay picked us up and took us to bowl (:
car ride = aWkWaRd -__-x

first we played POOL.
its funn but girls didnt have time to play ourselves :(

the girls bet whoever gets the most points has to buy them food!
first game- I WON yay :)
and first game COUNTS.
second game- julie winss ~
so buy us some foood yeah ?

ooohh and we saw sarah kim there with her brother and other people !
LOL omg she's such a funny bowler cause everytime she gets a strike , she looks so happy and confident, then claps 3 times. HAHAHHAHAHAHA :D

dewd we ate so many fries x)
and it was so weird cause like EVERYONE from church was theree !
even the gnc people and stuffs :o haaahah

after, nick took some people homee
and we sang happy birthday to michael
then nick dropped off grace and i to graces house
and then i said happy birthday to JOYCE!
yaayayyeyee

oh and congrats paul :).


boohooo ice skatings cancelled .

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sooo i think i'll write more.
i'll tell you guys what awais said to me yesterday yesterday (=
i was so hepppy ..
" michelle, i'm so proud of you. i thought you were going to be a slacker, since you look like one, but youre actually not. i have to say that you're actually better than me since you're good at marking time AND sight reading. seriously. "
HAHAAHAHAHHA <3 :D
that like made my whole weeeeek
tehehehehe .
oh and awais is that tall, dark, indian guy next to meeh LOLOL



geeezz why am i so short & small ._.

TOO FUNNY

LOLOLOL HAHAHAHAH OK OK ILL TELL YOU THE STORY OK GUYS ??

so like me daniel and jason were walking to the front area with our drums on
and i was next to jason and in front of him was a speaker thing on the floor
and so he took one step over it but the other leg didnt go over LOL !
so like he tripped and fell on his bass drum with his harness on
and he was literally ROLLING on his drum with his legs in the air
while saying "AH AH AH AH"

HAHAHAAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

TOOO FUNNY TOO FUNNY TO BE TRUE LOL AHAH

seriously this tops david youn's fall + jason's fall long ago
LOLOLOL

>:O

i'm so madddddd :[
plans failed again ..

my dad can't pay for my license insurance and stuff
so now i can't get permit til next year .
then license D:


dangittt .

x_x

OKAY.
it sucks how all my plans fail in the end -_-x
likeeee , i didn't even get my white slip today! ohmygad.
+ cousin doesn't even come over today :(

tomorrow:
wake up at 8am -__-
go to hmart dmv by 9ish to get pink slip
PERMIT TEST around 930 :O so scared .
cousin comes over! too bad i can barely play with her D:
then go to la airport around 12 to pick up my aunt and uncle
come home and see cousin yayyee .
then playplayplay til 5 then band camp once again -__-"

band camp sucked today cus matt kept picking on me AGAINAGAIN.
omg i seriously don't like him. like so much. he ruins my day. :( sigh .
mmm today was julie's first day
she was overly excited and happy to see me
she literally had tears in her eyes from seeing friends o_o
how freaky
<3 HAHA .

ok ok SUMMER WORK!
read lord of the flies
have answers to all 3 books
reading julius
have to read farenheit
julius is so hard
"who art thou cloberrin saucy fellow?" O__O .. idk


dreaaaammm ~
=)

umm.

nevermind -___-
once again my plan to take the permit test has failed ..
sooo today i'm just gonna go to the driving school to get the white slip
then tomorrow morning at 9AM take the test .
IM GONA FAIL FOR SURE since im taking the test so early!
i can't take tests waaay in the morning :(

after driving school is banda campa
boohoooo
but i like it cause its not hot anymore :D
its actually pretty COLD !
performance is on thursday.
SO GO GO GO GO (=
tickets are $10.

mmmmm my cousin is coming today !
yayyeeeee ;D


i'm craving some PHO .

PERMIT

OMGAKSJDAHSD OMGOMGOAMGOMGOMGOMGOGMG
SO
TODAY
I AM
TAKING
THE
PERMIT TEST
OMGGGAAASHHHHH

I'M SO SCARED
CAUSE
I THINK
I'M GONNA FAIL
SO
YEAH

OK
BYE

El Cholo

fine i'll stick to my old writing LOL :]

so today i went to LA church for my grandmas birthday! <3
after just went to aunts house and we went to this craaazy candy store place and i got toxic waste sour candy
OHMYGAD its not even that sour.
cmonnnn i need something super sour ;)

stayed there for a while and took a looong nap LOL and i drooled for like the first time ..
luckily my aunt or uncle didn't see it x) hehe .

after we went out to el cholo mexican food restaurant !
it was deliciosoooo & the mexican guys sang happy birthday to my gramma in espanol
LOOL it was so funny cause my grandma got so scared but then she started to giggle :D.
i love to hear her giggle HAHAH .

my cousin got much taller and he doesn't look much of a GEEK anymore .. :o
puahah crystal; my cousin says that you should just go to LA high and he wouldve introduced you to his asian friends. o___o ...

ahem anyways .
i'ma watch the time travelers wife at 11ish :D
w/ my brother & sister
i love brother and sister movie nights
yayayyee

WHO FINISHED ENGLISH SUMMER WORK?
cause i'm not even done with one book. -_-


there's only
1 way
2 say
3 words
4 you
I Love You
=)

PONYO!

So I kind of want to start writing more maturely because it looks cooler. :)

Well last night was whatevs. Boring, tiring, funny, etc.
I went out with my brother and his friends + Crystal & Audrey.
Everyone seemed to be having so much fun except me. :( Aw poop.
So alas we came home at 1-ish at night & I was so sad and just went into my brothers room with him and started talking to him about stuff and cried..-__- Ugh so embarrassing.
Crystal was "sleeping" and Audrey & I just talked about stuff. :)

This morning Audrey left early sooo Crystal & I just went to the mall and thought of the idea of movie hopping the whole day, LOL.
Orphan.. That movie was the most creepiest, disgusting, sick-minded movie I've ever seen. -__- Like seriously how can someone think of something like that. :( The little sister was so cute and innocent and that freaky russian orphan just UGH kill her now.
Ponyo..! HEHE that movie wasn't that bad actually! Pretty fun but ponyo's voice is so annoying.
After that we met up with church boys but I forgot that I had summer work to do so I left.. I hope the movie was fun. :D They watched D___ 9? LOL.

Ate some mongolian kublai khan after.
Jealous, Crystal? :) teehee.

Wow, typing like this makes me more confident for some reason. o__o HAHAH okay nevermind.

Tomorrow's my grandma's birfday and so I'm going to LA church.
Yeup.

GOOOODBYEEEEEEEEEE .

spiritual gift ?!

1. music
2. poverty
3. mercy
4. discernment
5. helps
6. celibacy
7. giving
8. healing
9. hospitality
10. wisdom
11. intercession
12. encouragement
13. exhortation
14. knowledge
15. administration
16. prophecy
17. teaching
18. writing
19. apostle
20. faith
21. missionary
22. craftsmanship
23. leadership
24. pastoring
25. tongues interpreting
26. evangelism
27. miracles
28. tongues speaking

http://www.kodachrome.org/spiritgift/

take it =)

summer retreat

what i learned?
- God is #1 priority
- keep higher standards
- mature in my faith
- be a good steward
- share the gospel to non christians!
i also i want to know what my spiritual gift is :)
so i think i'ma take it online soon

i really loved this retreat !
why does everyone hate it ?
i learned so much and took some good notes
LOVED the praise band <333>< heh
pastor chris was boring but still he was different and good
swimming was funnn
showers were weird o_o
LOL morning showers at 6am w/ evelyn & jst talking with her (=
gamesgamesgames
first time i was so excited for praise and worship
sat right in front of sam the singer everytime and he would look at me HAHHAH <3
talked loads and got closer to ppl. esp caroline joyce danny evelyn eunice (=
joyce is funnny
omg michellek and charlie dancing <3 that was sooo (= aww moment hehe.
& MOREEE .

remember teacher edie said stuff about people being mean or something ...
YEAH i think i'm bitter from that or something ._.
like i feel like people don't care about me you know ?
sooo i'm bitter LOL

my goals are to :
do qts
go to fnbs more often
praypray
& yeup moree

omg TEAM 1 SKIT WAS THE FUNNIEST AND THE JUDGES ADMITTED IT but team 2 was more into their story so yeah ): whatevaaa hehe
f4 omg :D woooott kimbum

sucky thing was right after retreat i went to marching band .. -_-
its so tiring


karan & elaine i miss youuu !

crazy night

yet boring night

hahah WELL EVERYONES SO "AKSLDJASDH WHERE DID NICK AND MICHELLE GO" -_-
well we went to albertsons wok place to eat then julie came to play with us and yeahh just played .

yeeep hahah
everything was so .. idk weird
everyone was so mean LOL .


weeeelll just slept over then went to audreys for a while ish ..
she ate kimchijjigae which i was craving -_- but i couldnt eat cause i was about to LEAVE..

so now i'm at home
AND GUESS WHAT ?!

I JUST MADE THE BEST KIMCHIJJIGAE IN THE WORLD <3

SANDIEGO

saturday:
meet up with family friends
BALBOA PARK !
watched sea life, lewis&clark, bodyworlds, etc


then went to science center





prettty kewl actually =)
thenn we went to our first hotel & slept

sunday:
sleep @ the pool while sister & famfriend swimm

went to our second hotel & met up with brother and papi !
then went to the BEACH :D


family friends left .. then ate at pat n oscars
OKAYOKAY this is so funny
at pat n oscars, the guy taking our orders name was "JAIME" but he's mexican so its pronounced "HIGH MEH" right ?
LOL and then we finished ordering and my mom was like "THANKS JAMIE!"
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA omg it was so funnny im serious
then my dad went back for another order or soemthing and said "okay jamie" again AHAHHAHA :D
welll after dinner we went to my cousins house <3 gracey feefops teheh
we watched GForce!

it was okay but everyone else hated it o_o .. hmm .

monday:
SEA WORLD!!!!!!!!!!





SO SO SO SO FUNNNNN <3
my parents were like IN LOVE there hehehhe =)
+ rode atlantis twicee and got soaked
saw some penguins, polar bears, seals, otters, sharks, & other sea animals
oh yeahh and at night was the riptide show !
w/ all the dancers and drumliners
daannng it was so cool .. the dancer reminded me of AUDREY!
LOL the drummeres were soo good :)
yeeeeeeep got back really late and we ate carls jr and green burrito which was gross
so i didn't eat.. GOOD JOB RIGHT CRYSTAL?

tuesday:
awww pooop day to leave .


OVERALL IT WAS SO FUN .
i love family trips (=

oh & more pictures on myspaceeeee .

BAI .

off to san diego =) !


be bach on tuesday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

TO YOUUUU DARKIE (=

its been a pleasure getting to know you this year LOL .
you're so weird ! (:


haha anyways
today i went to the optometrist and i think my eyes got even worse -__-
& sooon i shall play crazy arcade with crystal daniel & audrey
LOL CRAZY ARCADE IS COMING BACH ! ;) yeesh .

church tonightttt
game night! i hope its funfunfun (:


WHATS YO SCHEDULE ?

OHYEAH! SCHEDULE!!

1. mod world history- salyer
2. trig/math anal- kuo (again-_-)
3. spanish 3- lujan
4. eng 2 hnrs- mesdjian
5. chem h- bravo
6. marching band- hamel

yaaay so far i have :
world history w/ daniel
math with sarahan
spanish.. idk yet
eng... SARAH PANG ONCE AGAIN <333 & janelleyy hehehe
chem! CREESTAL LEEE
marching band .. drumliners

:D

wooow

yesterday was a fun & craaaaazy day

learned texas hold'em thingy :D
- TIM owes me $26 !!!!
- JASON owes me $3
- DANIEL owes me $1
daaaang i pwn AND i'm a noob! ;)

slept over w/ michellek audrey crystal sarahp
i love ya'll so muchhh <3
talked loads & loads (=

slept for about 30 minutes -_-x
ate NOTHING LOL cept some things

then walked near julies house and charlie & sam picked us desperate girls up
charlie took audrey michellek and i to subway
sam took clara and crystal to claras house

WOOWW I had the worst cramp in the whole universe
it's not even funny i couldn't breathe right either and kept blacking out and it was so cold yet i was sweating o_____o
sigh i always have those "attack" thingies )=

got homeeeeeeee cried like a BABY :[
finally slept for about 3 hours

but wtv yesterday was FUN !
everyone was singing so bad too LOL -_-

mmmm well sorry audrey and michelle i just left ):

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dangiit i cant go to darkie's or nicky boy's birthday party )=
sowwiee .

saturday! VACATION! (: yaaayyeeeeeeeee

my sister's keeper

watched it tonight w/ my bro and sis

&.
oh my gashy it was sooo sad . :(
brings back some memories

good movie though
i loved it <3

i am going to cry

so i went to the doctors today right ?
anddd the crazy chinese nurse who can't speak right gave me 3 shots :(
1 blood test & 2 other shots ...
+ urine thingy LOL
+ hearing, vision etc .
and then the crazy lady did 2 shots AT ONE TIME . oh my gosh is she crazy ?
seriously it hurt so bad i was about to cry ._.

soooooo now i'll finally know what my blood type is .
SO all you weirdo people who can tell what kind of person i am by blood type! :D do me .
&& i hope i'm not ammenic or wtv :(

weee heeeeeeeee ~

let's go to the beach
AND SIX FLAGS .

refreshing (=

i just took a hot hot bath that felt like the hot room at the spa (=

+ phoned with crystal while bathing hehehe so so funny

QUESTION.

today i went to huntington beach w/ "drumline" + audrey (:
mr dresser took us to the beach.. awkwardddddd & scary LOL.
got there around 1130 and swam swam

shooooot the waves were HUGE seriously
it was the biggest ive ever seen
when your reading this youre probably thinking "eh whatever" but seriously it was like raging waters pool thing where it drags you + 30 ft waves coming over and over.
it was really scary butttttt fun :D
anthony and daniel got stuck in a riptide D: kajsdkasd .

audrey crystal mike and i went to go get pizza and it took like 2 hrs from all the traffic!
mikes so funnny (=

we got back and swam again and again haha
then made a bonfire but in the sand LOL
jst dug a hole and put the fire in
started talking about stuff in a big circle ;] bonding timee .
then these ppl copied us and luckily the cops caught them and some girls came and said theres police so get rid of our fire
and WOOOOSH :] haha whew ..

went back to the beach at night and left around 930 x)
got home at 1045 and ate my chicken noodle soup w/ tabasco after a long hot shower <3

haha today was reallllyy fun :D
i love drumlinerss


sigh when i came home i was so mad idk why .
i threw like a temper tantrum and just x_x.
i was already mad at i got mad at the smallest little things .
like i was boiling my soup and i told my sister to turn it off in 5 min .
and when i came out of my shower its been 10 min and they still didnt turn it off
when she went down the soup all spilled everywhere.-_-.
IDK i got soo mad and just threw my phone LOL . i always throw my phone when im mad ..
i throw it like on my bed though :D haha .
yeahhhhhhhhhhhh :\

dudeeeeeee i went to the beach like 6 times this summer . every week!
i'm dark compared to school time :o

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YESTERDAY. bbq
mmmmmm BORING. ):
crystal picked me up and brought me a box of donuts.. but sadly my whole family ate em all before i can eat one .
got to the bbq like at 4ish and just sat .... and sat ...... and talked ...... and sat .......
.... OH OH THEN I GOT HIT IN THE HEAD WITH A FOOTBALL!! yayyy -_-x
that hurt SO BAD .
afterrrrr we all went to darkies house cept a couple of people .
just sat and talked again -_- and ate an apple . green apple .
and darkie said there was laksiden in it or wtv and i seriously thought it was true cause i had a realllly bad stomach ache for the whole time x_x ..
but i think it was jst outside that gave me a stomach ache .
haha i played ufc with some guys and i pwned .. x) hehe
ate chinese food then jay took us home
and audrey and crystal slept over :D\

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i've been sooooooo quiet these days , people have been telling me .
is it true?

LOLLO

I AM GOING TO A JONAS BROTHERS CONCER ON AUGUST 8TH AND THE WONDER GIRLS ARE THEIR OPENING ACT YOU PROBABLY DONT KNOW THE WONEDER GIRL;S BUT THEY ARE A REALLY POPULAR GIRL GROUP FROM KOREA YEEEA BUT THEY ARE REALLY POPULAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM SOOOOOOOOOO EXCITED!!!!!!!! OMGOMGOGMGOMGOGMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGMOG


woahh i just pressed paste for the heck of it and this is what it pasted o_O HAHAHHA crazy sister i have ?


mmm well today was so tiring !
i went to school early like at 9ish and just stayed in the band rooom and talked w/ crystal
dude i came for the BEST part of the final thing cause these 4 girls were like guitarring and singing .. omg it was so funny LOL <3
i met barry haha and just stayed in the band room (:
ehh after school i had drumline practicee and julie was just staying in the side room
my right eye was being KAJSDLASD again -_- like poofy and red everywhere and stuff so mike said i can just sit out and yeah (= he's so nice to me !

so after drumline we walked to auderys house <3
i slept for a bit while julie crystal and audery took 500+ pictures and sang in "tune" coughaudrey LOL !
she cooked us spaghettiii and cereal
julie left and we went to the shoppes for audreys flower dresS LOL
dude it took so long i was gonna die ..
yeep after it took like an hour we ate chipotle ..
and if you know me i dont really like chipotle cause its not that good + unhealthy BUT omg todays tasted so good! hahah (:
went back to audreys, watched tv, ate, talkedddd and yeah

WEEEEE beach on saturday w/ drumline (=

soooo

today was the first day of "meenee" camp HASHAHHA .
not so happy after matt, the hater of asians, kept picking on me again -_-
kasjdaskd he ruined my mood .
it was SO DANG HOT i was sweating so much )=

laterrrr i went to crystals house! (:
weehee cause my dad was at la so why not ?
crystals house is like right near my grandmas casa ;D
there, we talked and ate chinese foood YUM.
and talked more hahah funny punny .

left like at 7ish and thenn my daddy and aunty and i ate at a korean bbq place!
this little boy kept trying to scare me LOL and we were playing .. HAHA.
yeahh , stole like 15 lollipops and gum from there :]]

i ate so muchhhh .

okiee well i think tomorrow ill FINALLY go to summer school to help w/ registration with crystal ! =)

AUGH & i have to finish up summer workk ..
i started lord of the flies but im soo lazy -_-
maybe i'm just NOT gonna do english honors..

wellll friday i think i'm going to the doctor PLUS dentist cause i haven't been there for like 3 years ... )=
anddd maybe permit test friday or next week (: !
idk if i can go to church bbq :\

saturday.. beach ? w/ drumline? idk .
make plans w/ meeeee

church

ideekay it feels like pastor yun always talks about stuff that's going on in our lives ..

i just learned to
love your enemies
& love others and God

yeeeep (:

& pyun didn't say this today but i remember him saying
no revenge


i thinkk we should all just drop all this drama
it'll be better for everyone

YAY!

yesterday i saw harry potter
it wasn't THAT great, but it was still good x)
it was kind of funny, but not THAT funnny. coughcough
hahah

today i'm going to the beach !
woohoooo

i'm so pooped though cause i slept at 5am last night .
had a nice long 2 hr 30 min talk w/ karankim over the phone (:
karan, you're so smart o_o seriously LOL.
over thinker ;) hahah


okay off to da beach !
g'bye

redo (:

1. i'm glad i got to know you in middle schoool ! srsly if i didn't know you, all these memories we made, gone! LOL that would make my life so dull and boring. pahahh i remember when i was scared of you ... HAHA -_- you're so evil but i likey HAHHAHHA jkay you're a really understanding personnnn and yadayada. i hope we stay bestfriendssss & i'm going to be coming over your la casa often since i'll go to la with my papi when he goes ;) your like the only person who actually comes over to my house to play guitar duets or something LOL. #1 ! btw you sleep w/ yur eyes open O_O

2. gaahh you're so funny when you laugh now that i think of it . ugly, but funny HAHAHAH kidding! i remember i was kind of scared of you too! you don't see many tall asian gangstuh lookin girls at dbhs. hahah i'm sooo glad we became really good friends ;] whenever you come over, you always sleep at my house. SERIOUSLY . you and crystal . alwaysss and you always twitch too ... LOL! write in your blog moreee

3. youyouYOU! <3 my very first chaparral friend i really got close with (: other than the church girls. english class without you wouldve been SO BORING! projects, hangouts, beach, etc etc. you really make places i go really fun (= your like my sister's favorite LOL. i really hope we stay close friends foreverrr cause you're one i don't wanna lose! everytime i laugh you like laugh so hard which makes me laugh more LOL and then you start tickling me -_- heheeh i love youuuu :] BOOMBOOMPOW!

4. bestieee !! asdfghjkl i haven't really talkedtalked to you in a while =( kinda ish . but jst cause that doesn't mean we still don't have a close bond ? LOL . idk . hehe. i always call youuu when i'm scared or something x) you're sooo like FUNNY when you try not to be . dewd like whenever i see you i'm like :) even though sometimes i looke :( HAHHA. i can trust you like sooo much w/ my lifeey! i think you have the best personality .. & you know if i don't see or talk to you in like 2 days it feels like i haven't talked to you for like a week? or something i don't know . hahahha thanks for everything andddd i hope your parents don't think i'm bad or something cause i always come over to your house so late LOL . i'm not giving you a heart since you didn't give me one. (: AHAH jk i love you pook <3

5. even though we don't talk much when we're hanging out w/ a bunch of friends, when it's just us two we're likeee :). i think youre one of the people who know MOST about me. sometimes it's kind of awkward cause i get kind of shy ._. HAHA it was so funny when we were like admitting everything that one day x) 6th- ddong friends. 7th- mhmm. 8th- prooomo. 9th- more fun memories! on & off yesh i know .. whatever happens i hope we'll be friends in the enddd or wtv . chimi & jumba ! LOL .

6. booyy come back ! we need to hang. i insult you a lot but you know i'm kiddding (: we're so honest to each other. LOL like we can say anything without hurting each others feelings! i'm haappy we're still great friends since 8th grade. you need to MAN UP but like you said, you're uniquee ? HAHA. espanol class.. thighs -_- HAHAHHHAH shooot good times . i hear things about you though o_o

7. i love how you laugh at everything i say & you're so happy all the time (: we still needa hangout !!!

8. YOURE SO SCARY WHEN YEAH . AHHAHA . first friend from this asianness groupie thingy (: your hair is so kewl for some odd reason . we have some good memories (= LOL i remember when you told me about your dream and jason was naked in your house O_O you make the ugliest faces yet you stilll have a decent lookin face HAHHAHA <3

9. you're so funny cuhs you're sucha deedeedeee LOL. i actually thought i could trust you cause i didn't know you would just blabber stuff out about that kind of stuff. but i guesss i was wrong. :\ don't make things awkward and just stop aklsdjkad me ! ._.

10. hayo i don't really hangout w/ you much out of this group thingy =( you always get into trouble!! we shoud like unite for once and all hangout LOL . i like standing next to you during praise cause you sing so loud, which makes me want to sing loud :D teheh .

11. close then not so close then close then not so close . youre kind of a hippo.. & a liar =( i don't know what happened to youuu . kind of changed. so obsessed w/ those. i feel bad for you but you kind of deserve it ._. but i'm really comfy around you & you're easy to talk to & i still love you

12. i kind of feel like you really dislike me for some reason. like one day you love me then the next you hate me! i don't know. it's really hurtful but still you're a good person, i know it . i just hopee you stop disrespecting me -_- why did it have to change ?

13. ewwiee you have really bad breath =( so durty man .

14. i miss middle school times, tooo . i know it's hard for you right now & i'll be here to talk! i think you made me realize like , more about not to judge and stuff LOL. duuude remember promo night ... crazy hawaiian dancer. o_o HAHA

15. hehehehe farting buddy AHAH . we just click man (: i love how when you see me you say my name so weirdly LOL. its like "MEESHAO!" or something HAHAH. idkay teheh i'm glad i really got to know you & you're one i can trust (:

16. duude i'm so so so comfy with you! LOL whenever you insult people you always go like "dude-e-e." and always stutters and uses hand motions and then after you say it you go "sigh" and wipe your hair or something AHHAHA. i misss you ! you really grew a lot too LOL seriously its so like WAO . thanks for the webcam & i'm gonna be going to your house a lot like this year (=

17. you changed your style so much o-o tryna copy the graduates since they left ?! hahaa you're kind of boring but you IM me a lot :D

18. i miss old times and how i'd always stick to you cause i had no friends. i don't know what's going on in your life now :o

19. OMG . why don't we talk anymore?! =( you're so fun to be around yet i still remember you as a big flirt . its so funny how whenever we see each other we dont even say hi and we just stare at each other til we cant see each other HAHA. like if im at J building and your like almost near student store.. we still stare =D

20. bestfriendsboyfriend...LOL. i'm still 'eh' with you . why'd you drop out of drumline practices ?! o_o elem buds! you remind me of a rabbit. AHAH

21. asdfghjkl i kind of felt bad for you up until now. NOW i see what people used to say about you before. such a aksjdasdajsd -_-

22. hahah whenever i stare you down its so funny =D lets hangout!

23. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHAHAH..............-_- *inside joke (:

24. you're kind of annoying ... sometimes if i look at you i get mad x_x

25. creeep .. weirdo ..

26. you're so quiet yet loud

27. =( pooopie . i don't like how we barely talk when we once said we'll be best friends forever & how we'd never lose each other. i know its partially my fault :[ i miss walking to your house on rainy days and walking to the park and such .

28. YOU TOO ! i remember when you were SO NICE TO ME. like you called me a "cute angel" and then one sad day.. you started being so mean LOL but i hafta admit its so funny (: i know we cared about each other lots & i'm grateful that even though we're not super close like before, we can still be "mean" and have fun (:

29. let's get closerrr. come over to my house again!

30. blabbermouth. -_-

31. i'm writing about you LOL. i never really talkedtalked to you until like this year . i kind of thought you were weird but then your not ! youre pretty fun to talk to & i'm glad you understand ... sorry again for yeah :|

32. "who would you date out of church guys?" AHAHAHAH. or "hey can i ask you a question" ... hahahahah! ALWAYS. i remember when i played crazy arcade w/ you and julie and i had no idea who you were yet we started talking o_o LOL. people say youre a big playerrrr & it kind of looks like it :\

33. <333 i'm so so so glad that i met you during pe in 8th grade. i don't like how we're not that close anymore .. =( i remember when i made you that biggg poster ;] and oyu still have it LOL. pro singer! & that time i was suppsoed to go over to your house since you had that waterslide.. & moremoremoreee . i hope we become close again.. sorry for like sometimes ignoring you or something ._. i really regret itt. and how like sometimes you would come to me at the lunch tables and i wouldn't talk to you much.

34. you smellll LOL and overreact so much!

35. .... woah same thing HAHA ^

36. I'M NOT YOURS SO DON'T GET SO MAD IF I DON'T GO WALKING W/ YOU OR SOMETHING .

37. you never talk to me anymore for the most retardedest reason . maybe your just disappointed but that doesn't mean you have to stop talking to me. augh wtv ._.

38. FAVORITE ELDER ! i missss you! hahha crystal & i love you . <3

39. duuude i seriously never talk to you anymore. that sucks.

40. YOURE SO FUNNY HAHAHAHA

41. tutor's so fun w/ you LOL. ;D but too bad i quit HAH

42. section leader! youre like my brotherrr seriously. your like . there for me x) hahah

43. i miss you SO MUCH . :(

44. yay your back at db! i bet when i see you it's gonna be so awkward. LOL.

45. pro guitarist~ youre so funny. i remember when you took me bowling and your dad was funnny x) and you wouldnt gimme gum >:)

46. you eat so beastly. its so disgusting. esp when you eat rice or something w/ a spoon..

47. coooliest freshman woooot

48. doood i remember when you came over and our parents were doing bbq and we were just on a picnic mat w/ so many bugs . & when i would come home and your randomly there or when i would just go to your house w/o knowing LOL (:

49. YOURE SO FUNNNY IN A DEEDEEDEEE BUT I LOVE YOU. and everyone makes fun of you =( its so sad

50. omg beach moment..when you were like trying to help me up but i fell. THANKS A LOT BTW. haha jkay ;) you always have something to talk about and remember The Face. :D HAH

51. i owe you apple

52. come back from japan already and play w/ me budddy =(

53. you & your annoying ukelele HAHAHA . wait why am i writing about you . o-o

54. stoppp your not cool so just stop . it kind of looks like your drunk when i see you LOL but youre really nice :]




DUDE i seriously wrote about EVERYONE .
i went through my myspace friends and everything HAHAH