WOAH

i haven't blogged in so long wowow ...
weell im gonna try coming back to daily blogging :) i hope haha !

TOMORROW IS LATE START <33
and then sometime this week is like an hour backwards
so we get one more hour of sleep
OH YESSSS... i love sleep :)

cus i love to dream
i wish i can just dream all day :D
i really wanna have that kind of dream where i can control it, wooah that'd be so kewl !!


hahha so this past month has been so depressing -___-
i get pissed off too easily and i get so annoyed so easily ..
i hate it when it seems like my friends dont give a poopie about me
that hurts me SO BADDDDDDD .
and i hate when it seems like i care for a friend waaay more than they care for me, you know ?
dang .
it's so hard for me to open up to people .. ._. cus its just awkward or i can't trust them or i'm not comfortable or i haven't talked to you for so long
like if a friend came up to me and i haven't talked to them for so long and they go like
"dude whats wrong ,,, why can't you tell me?!"
UHHH, HELLO?? i haven't even talked to you for so long its kinda hard :(
i really just need people who are there almost 24/7 <3
love emmm .
crystal leee , you make me heppy <3


the cancer is backkk .
T_T please not again .
only thing to do is pray .