i just realized

that you guys didn’t even help me or comfort me when i really needed you guys

i remember i’d always gave hints like “lets go to your house and talkk” or “lets go eat”

it seems like i’m just a person there, for entertainment and someone to laugh att

i have feelings to you know, and i do have problems.

sometimessssss i try being not goofy but everyone says to be funny etc etc ..

but when i do that no one takes me seriously and doesn’t give a poopie about me ..

i don’t know why it bugs me but when you guys told me to do something so mean like that, i did it for awhile but stopped cus it was wrong

but when i tell you to do that, you get mad and say thats mean?

wow, really? hah.

& i hate how if i do something weird then you guys would be like “theheck..-_-“

but if someone else did it like someone more “popular” or “cooler” you’d be like “hahah<3”>

i hate how people act differently in front of others..

i can go on and on and on and ON .

x__x ugh i’m thinking so much right now.

WHAT A FUN DAY

MILAL

played with sharon babyy and abraham hahah

and darkie kept taking me food -_- fatso.

then we did that fainting thing and caroline fainted HAHAHHAHAHAH

but the teachers said its bad :\ but it was soo funny..

IN ZE CAR ..

sang so much and did that trio singing LOL (=

karan julie and i are PRO.

OUTSIDE ICE SKATING RINK IN LA

HEHE the guy :)

sho fun but hurt sho badd ..

took a lot of pictures in the rink and some ppl fell cus of us x)

then they left while i was taking a picture.. ditchers! >:P

PERUVIAN RESTAURANT !

it was super packed but made it in (=

i got number 15! beef w/ pasta <3

SO YUMMYYY but didnt finish it hahha

“this is so fun, this is so fun”

& trying to figure out each others names hehee

& june’s food came out so late HHAHA and was nasty too PUAHAHAH.

IN ZE CAR ..

michellek irene june and i were telling each other stories !

soo fun… i scared them all :D HEHEHE.

NRB

…i was taking a picture of the kewl electric alcohol bottle thing and they ditched me again ._. it was so scary dude.

thenn we sang and it was all korean songs.. which i cant do. LOL

soo like for park bom i sang like

“YOU AND I TOGETHER IT JUST FEELS SO RIGHTTTTTT”

……… then yeah HAHHAHA. =)

teacher edie was so goood and teacher stacey was so funnay :D !

IN ZE CAR ..

i killed june

say sorry to me now

<3

AT CHURCH ..

danceed to the christmas song hahah

and then everyone left and i was the last oneee

and i told teacher stacey and teacher edith the factory scary story

HAHAHHAHAH TEACHER STACEY JUMPED AND HER FACE WAS A COMBINATION OF ” X_X :O >:[ :\ :P ” LOLOLOL

AND THEN she hid behind teacher edie HAHHAHAHAH :D

and she said “im gonna get you back” PSHH no one can >:)

wellss overall it was a very fun day :)

bonded with freshmen and had fun with sophomores <3