one more day

and they graduate ...
boo hoo fricky fricky hoo
i know i'm supposed to be happy and all but omgaaah ... T_T -tear-

its not even the end or anything
ima see them all at church and whatever!
but kljadj each day passes by and it gets closer and closer to them going off to college
and then i never see them again ..
we'll always say that we'll play when they come back but it never seems to happen like that

"The scariest thing about distance is that you don't know whether they'll miss you or forget you."

wth...

misunderstandings turn into such drama .. LOL
why does everybody spread every single little thing
how do you know if its even true
uggggh spreads like wildfire .. lol

just .. shush & leave me alone . T_T

blegh

don't feel good at all

bad to good

started off the monday so annoyed by everything and everyone ...
wanted to shoot everybody and cry LOL
lunch time brought up da mood though :)
sarahpang&i ... official food table beggars hAHA
she put ketchup on my white vneck omg -_- sigh
the day had it's ups and downs
sorrry if I was all pissy mood to you or I looked pissed... haha

cof graduation was fun !
perfect attendance award yeee
except they spelled my name "michell park" -___- my gash .
jumpers are so fun ... I should get it for my next birthday again LOL
yay that'll be the 4th time :D
hahaha omg jenny LOLolzozlOLOL shoot HAHA
... we died LOL

came homee and yeah
home is very cozy
k baaai :)

rude

i dislike rude and immature and heartless people very very much .

slept from 4-9 today .. did my homework and did a bullying survey cause i felt like it .
watched american idol and omg :( nooo why did lauren have to stay?! she sucks ..

so saturdays supposedly the "end of the world" LOL what if it really is .....
if it is, ima go to school and burn it down. then go eat all the food in the world.

tomorrow's 30 hour famine .. no eating 4 meee aklsjdjasd
k time to study.. bai

PROM

in detail. fyi this post might be long LOL

k so started off the day going to the hair salon place at around 1030am
lee ka ja's really good at cutting my hair but styling hair and doing makeup? heck no.
the makeup lady was so -___- omg .. she made me look like a clown. like seriously im not going to a circus. then they messed up on my hair and it was already 12pm and thats when i had to meet up at elaines house ..
so just told them to stop and looked at myself in the mirror and sobbed.
erased all the makeup in the car and my mom re-did it like 5 minutes before arriving -whew-
got to elaines around 1240 (oopsies)
the mothers (crystals, elaines, karans, and mine) took pictures HAHAHA and all you could hear was "creestal it doesnt work" "MICHELLE SMILE !! LOOK AT THIS CAMERA GUYS!!" "karronna..stand straight" LOOLOLLAWJDOIKAL <3 oh mothers.
finallyy the party bus came and when we saw what it looked like .. "....w...t....h...." mental institute lookin party bus HAHA how embarrassing
"GUYS LETS JUST WALK A MILE BEFORE ENTERING THE AQUARIUM SO NO ONE SEES US"
played the put-hand-on-strip-pole game LOl so funny
arrived to imagex an hour late .. took the pictures. jason taking pictures .. so funny LOL shaking his head 24/7
took gajillion pictures next to the fountain
finally left and off to dinner at the lighthouse
took some more gajillion pictures near the ocean
ate some foodz... almost ripped my dress LOLOL jk but sigh couldnt eat much cause T_T yeah
back to the bus ! took us to the aquarium (:
me & vincent, jae & elaine went to the fishies first. so pretty <3
LOLOL THE OTTER .... there was this otter who was like giving us a show .. so cute
it kept tapping the glass and swimming next to us and stuff
then it started to lick its area ... and then it pooped like red salmon or something omg T___T
ate a little piece of it then swam off .... we were so shocked hAHHAHAHAHA
one second we're all "Awwwomg its so cute"
then it poops
"..........o_o"
then off to dance ! hahha so cuute everybody ^_^ LOL darky & sharon freaking/slow dancing <333 gaah too cute
joe you messed up LOL GLC GLC GLC -_- whew
got so many bruises on my feet -_- everybody stepped on me -sigh-
left the dance then back to the bus where everyone knocked out
back to elaines then off to hotel
fun nightt but bad stomach ache :|
didnt really feel like sleeping over the hotel ... so decided to sleep @ janes to have a ride to church
chris dropped me off at 4amish
jane jenny eunice didnt come yet .. so waited outside for about 45 min .. THNX GUYS, THNX hehe jk
it was so scary & cold ... everytime i heard a car, i ran behind janes car to hide
finallly, chrislim jst picked me up and took me to where they were
slept there til 8am .. couldnt sleeep T_T 2 hour nap woot .
back to janes and washed up and whatnot
went to church.. got some mcdonalds breakfast for bible study time
tried so hard not to fall asleep during service. mission accomplished. yay.
LOL @ JANE
pyun "guys, dont sleep yuor way through life..." HAHA hahah
good praise day though ^_^ kinda good to just listen and sing
after church.. played with the little babies at korean school <33
julie came over and i knocked out while she played me guitar heheho
chris, vincent, and jason came over and we left to imagex to get our pictures !
met up with sarahpang
saw our pictures and holy frick we fat and ugly .
sigh oh well T_T
good laughs , good talks
went home around 6pm YEEEAP

good weekend ^___^ yay
time to knock out now .. so tired.

soba

is so delicious <3
ate it 4 din din

watched tangled in the morning <3
it was so good .. kljasldjk dude i love repunzel . she's so nice i love her hair .
k so i am sort of pissed because i found out today i didnt get link crew .. say whaaaa. LOL how could dey do dis to me .....
"if you participate in junior yearr youll get in for sure next year! no need to worry."
-didnt see name on list- ........ WHAT .
sigh oh well .. why did nobody get in o_o all the people who did it this year didnt get in ... and people who didnt do it last year all got in ...
ooh maybe cause i ditched too much LOLL =_=
on the bright side ... i did it during junior year so im heppy :)
but how could they lie to me wow k die you liars .

went to han nam chain afterschool to tailor my dress
omg so sad she told me to go on a diet hAHAHHAHA
i hope she was joking -_-
sharonshin .. yo mama .. made me sad LOL
came home and slept with my sister til 640 <3 good nap.

nooo im getting sick T_T
i hope i dont start my period LOL THATLL SUCK omg

ohh had a good talk with my brother ^_^ fb chat yeee
didnt talk to him for awhilee and caught up with stuff

kay happpy day today ! byeee ~

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!

7am wakin up in the mornin ...
made my mom breakfast!
my famous ramen, sausage, eggs, toast, apples, smoothiee, and of course a bootipul card <3
church 8-1pm
took a nap ^_^ then off to brea with mama !
met up with vincent and his mom and his brother ..
so. funny... LOL
he tried on his vest & tie and yayy we're finally done
went to oh crab for mothers day dinner :) yummmy
happy mothers day! i love my mama to death .
good day with her ^_^
one on one date <3

looong day

brea with mama from 1-4pm !
bought my dress, bag, and vincents tie !! finally
julie calls and tells me to stay at brea cause she'll be alone -__- .. so i wait for her for and hour and thirty minutes T_____T all alone .. -sigh-
finally she came and we ended up walking around til 730 buying nothing ... she didnt even buy me candy wth :'(
saw so many people at brea today ... JENNY KIM !! fate :')
she was buying mongolian grill and i came to her and the mexican guy grilling her food saw me and gave extra noodles ... oO O O jenny you know its true.
& rebecca black was there i heard omgajksdjiw ! LOL
went back to julies! ate dinner, watched moobie, etc

good tiring day :)

K

if you dont care, i dont care

i'm done

5

4
3
... yeap 3 LOL

had my first detention today .. so scary & weird :|
"your nipples are A-cup!!!" ........ erh
stayed at school til forever (sorry karan & june) and went to doctors
then off to pams
"studied" LOL made the best videos ever ... covers oh yeah HAHAHHA
never ever to be seen in anyones eyes .
hyper party with pamela & sharon :')

k im super tired i hate this hot weather
night !

HALMUHNEEEEEE

please just please ...
i eat my apples AND the peel on the apple ..
i eat my beans in my rice ..
i wash my hands after i go pee ..
asjkdlkjaf

went to school at 12 today :) !
cof afterschool T_T_T_T_T
i have to tie my hair every monday now for my safety hAHAHHA
kathy pulled out literally 20 hairs today .. i think im gonna go bald soon
why do you pull out my hair ? why ? and then why do you floss with it ? i dont understand .
then right after she pulls it, i say STOP
and she says "NO KATHY NO!! APPOH OUCH IT HURTS!!" .................
-10 minute later she pulls out another hair-
"STOP KATHY." "NO KATHY NO!! APPOH OUCH IT HURTS!!" .................

went to harvard after :') jk harvard square tutor and YEAAAAAAp
now im eating an apple
u heppy grammy?

lalala

not gonna care anymore ...
not worth it !!!

gah so hard ..
too attached too easily.


anyways. new topic.
this is why I don't like having little things or wtv..
when it's over we don't even talk and hold grudges and just get pissed ...
sigh. oh well.

random

- currently in bed ... reading and itouch
- i think i care too much ...
- get too attached too easily
- I'm sad cus I went to victoriagardens, Montclair, anddd Ontario from 1-8pm & found nothing :( sigh.
- but just bought a dress so I don't feel like a failure buying nothing..
- BUT I don't like it asdfghjkl wedding LOLOl
- confirmation was very good :') ty eberyone who came!!
- going over Jonah at church for the next monthish.... woah
- I wanna have a movie day soon
- no ap chem test for me <3 yeee
- 98% chem final heck yea . makes me happy whenever I think about it LOL!
- i wanna ask my parents if I can skip 1 & 2 period tomorrow... nervous
- nobody talks to me.. 4evralone.
- I don't wanna be in this prom stressin drama !!
- off beat- clarachung!
- mm why does is always happen to me... hate this feeling
- I want to not care -_- ... :/
- we shall see how this goes...
- you make me happy but frustrate me at the same time :o
- I love dreaming... takes me awayy

k I'm so bored I don't wanna study T_T