Thursday, March 31, 2011

ugh..

you piss me off :(
i wish i can never see you & remember ..

YES

so glad and relieved that today's over (:
basically today I...
went to 1st, studied and finished hw, then band and did hw and study, then Spanish test, then history benchmark, then study more at lunch, then English test, then math test...... T_T_T never been so packed like today.
but finallly at least I got it over with !! tomorrow I just have hw due and one test and RALLY woohoo !
afterschoool went to coconut bay with priscilla jess crystal pam . ate so much... met up with sharrong at class302. bought 3 shaved ice holy....LOL death.
left and had da bestest car ride LOL. sang our lungs out ..... so embarrassing though sigh HAHA we were all singing and it was party in the usa. and it usually goes "yeeeah party in the usa! yeeeeah party in the usa!!~" but wth. crystals song only had the first part of it.. and I sang it so loud and everyone just stopped HAHA I h8 u all.
dropped off everyone and went home :)
hahaha goood day. happy birthday jessica! dang.. 5 years haha love you kinda sorta <3

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

29 March 2011

oooo mla format for date L O L k


i hate school :)
lunch time ..... davidchoi sat in front of me right when i made my delicious lunchables pizza with FOUR pepperonis. so i was hiding it .. and crystal was helping me LOL then she took me near the lunch lines to eat my little pizza in peace ...
but then TWO of my pepperonis fell off when i was taking my first bite . i was so sad you don't even know .. like i really teared sigh . why why WHY.
now i know i need to put the pepperoni FIRST and then the sauce and cheese so it doesnt fall off . tomorrow i shall do it. :)
so then i was crying and we went back to my seat to finish my pizza ..
david sees me and eats it -sigh- fail LOL

afterschool;;
summer school lottery for civics/econ ... but NOPE! was there for like an hour and didn't get in -_- .. so my ride left me and had no ride home ...
so me, joey, daniell, clarak went to L&L and ate some $1 spam masubi <3
daniel got 10 .. i ate 6 .. joe ate 5 .. clara ate 2 .. HAHAh
got dropped off at lees cus i had nowhere to go .. hahaha
oOHH so in the rooom it was me, jason, and crystal. jason wanted my spam masubi .. at lees they have cameras in the room now so we dared him to get up on a chair and eat his spam masubi right in front of the camera.. AHHAHAHAHAAHA
then the guy came in LOLOL !! so funny ....
stayed there til 730 .. knocked out in the car. woke up extra cranky LOl :(
but its k im eating yoplait strawberry yogurt ho yah!

heh k bai

rant

i hate how getting license is such a big deal -____-
if i could get it, i would .. i'm not even being lazy about this . i made 6 license appointments but i couldn't go every time .
i feel bad now about getting it cause my dad is having a hard time with work and insurance is expensive and we're not financially stable like before...
but UIHGAUIWHJSD I REALLY NEED IT . i'm seriously stranded at least twice a week.. asking everyone for rides and places to stay. :'( i hate asking for rides and stuff ....
when people ask me why i didnt get my license, i'm okay with it.. but when they rub it all up in my face .. -_- "WHERES YOUR LICENSE MICHELLEEE DRIVING IS SO FUN YOU SUCHA LOSER HAHA" ....... just no. so annoying. there's seriously like 3 people who ask me every single day wth. can i slap you please? -_-
ah..... i really wish i can get my license.
k end rant.

Monday, March 28, 2011

rhythm of .. love (:

currently obsessed with that song ... :')
don't be surprised if i come and sing it to you okie?

today was a funny day i gotta say (hey that rhymes)
cof- got in trouble HAHAHAHAHAHAH but it was so funny .... my stomach was hurting from trying not to laugh T_T but jenny & i met eye contact and started cracking up ... right in front of her LOL. 300+ word essay here we come~
went to quickly & carls jr after w/ vincent crystal june jenny david daniel! barely played but oh well....
then off to band concert. -whew- crystal and i made it RIGHT IN TIME LOL T_T so scary.

heheho
good mood
good friends
good vibes
good day
:)

mhmm

you know i got you :)

sitting, waiting, wishing

driving me crazy....

Sunday, March 27, 2011

church all day ..

from 930am-7pm.......... so tired.
had a loong one hour niko meeting with darky, karan, julie, irene, and pastor yun. HAEHAHHAO SO EXXCITEEEED!! <3
he told us what to pack and stuff .... im so disgusted cus he said to only bring one other shirt and three underwear only .. and like only 2 pants T__T
and it might snow and we're gonna have to sleep outside on the snow ..
i kennot believe its in a week .. :D JAOWJDSHHOHAWIO !!! :D
thenn ate burgers and ramen with the senior girlzz cus of the basketball bbq. jennys ride of pyun and my dad was cooking -__- ..
so we watched all the men play basketball and it was so intense & funny .. HAHAHA :)
but wooot ! highschool team won yayay so proud :')
goot bonding day with little jenny hehahe

buT now i am so tired + im sick T_T
outside the whole day in the cold.. miko's huge skii jacket thing saved me though <3 so warmmmmm
okie done wit da homework. gooodnight to YOUU :)

Saturday, March 26, 2011

loverz&friendz

Friday;;
doctors afterschool with mama park. T_T went grocery shopping and bought sooo many things <3 didnt eat the whole day so my mom let me buy like lunchables, pringles, fruit snacks, chef boyardee, etc etc HAHA. but of course im not eating it all.. for future k. went out to eat with the family at banana bay! college talked ._. my bro is too smart. went to buy claras gift and then off to claras house!
girls met up at claras house then motel 6 .. met up with jason and the "coolest seniors ever".. played & talked & played & talked :) fun fun fun fun. except somEEE things.. back to claras house at 4am .. sneaking in process. we were so hungry so we went down but her mom was sleeping there LOL SO SCARY. went to sleep.. sharon was dead and wouldnt move and took up half the bed -_- jessica & i were stuck in the corner basically sleeping on each other LOLOL

Saturday;;
woke upp and craved some pho LOL. went at 10am and ate :) yummmmy. drove around EVERYWHERE T___T went to lollicup, then ralphs, dropped off crystal, dropped off jessica, went to claras, watched tv, went out again to pick up jack, then ralphs again, and finaaallly dropped me off at joes house. seriously i had no place to go ... nobody picks up my phone calls :'( except joe cus he sits in front of his phone waiting for me to call LOLOLL sooo went to joes with danielyi thinking i can go to lees area with them @ 330 so i can just walk to irenes house cus i thought i could go ... but thought wrong LOL my heart dropped x__x the guys had class so i just stood outside .. no place to go. hate that feeling. parents at work, fought with my brother ... finallly after an hour my brother decided to pick me up <3

& now i am home .. home sweet home finally.
church revival soon! time to pray my heart out...... L O L .

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

SO TIRED

omgah why am i so sleepy these dayz ......
can't control my sleepiness T_T

today was so sucky. i hate school & i hate band.
during lunch, went to santiago hs in corona for band festival. just sat there for 2 hours -_- whats the point of coming so early..
but had good fun talks with crystal sharrong pam and danielyi :) band crew heck yea
performed and alla that .. i thought we did goood :D hehaho band nerd
came home @ 7 with pam , went to her house , picked up then went to chipotle, met up with familiaaaaaaa, now i am home.

i feel like its 12 T__T
these days i been sleepin so early .. like at 10 . and then i wake up super late for school and im still tired during the day .. ahhh .

Sunday, March 20, 2011

weekend

friday- went to international deli with irene ashley jenny.. but ashley left so early . bought so much candy and then chris took us to irene's. watched movies and stuff but I knocked out like on irene's foot or something and drooled HAHA why do I always drool only on your bed...? went to praise and ugh omg -_- .. game night at church !! oo and welcome home brotha

saturday- act 9-1 . mt sac band performance 115-430 ... wasn't that bad I guess .. just played and talked with sharon daniel shawn.. did pretty well :) thenn went home yes. did all my hw and stayed home alone the rest of the day.. nothing to do :( nobody was online either -_- cousin came at like 1130 (: yayy! ate in n out though HAHA.

sunday- church... rained so hard!! the radiation here is the same amount as smoking one cigarette.. pretty bad o_o came home, fell asleep. other cousin came over woohooo :) went out to eat all you can eat kbqq!! <3 ate SOOOO much........ shoot like soo much =_= i ate the most T_T. went to half and half after .. came back and talked :) sb cousin left ..

duude yay this whole weeks gonna be so chill. tomorrow is just chem test and cof . come home and probably eat out :) then tuesday leaving school during lunch for band festival! come home and play ! Wednesday my moms letting me skip school (: both cousins are here and we gonna do something super epic ... we better !! Thursday everybodys leaving though :( but YESSS skipping tutor this whole week <33

yay can't wait !

Saturday, March 19, 2011

excited

brother from berkeley came home last night
cousin from cornell coming home tonight
cousin from santa barbara coming home tomorrow

<333 !!

Thursday, March 17, 2011

wait what?!

I do not understand why people can assume things so quickly and easily -__-
i don't wanna be mean or anything but it just bugs me ... I don't want anyone to get the wrong idea that I'm indirectly trying to tell them "something"...
idk, just something I thought of..
like all of my posts with random quotes or lines are just random or towards my friends that I'm really close to / miss .. or just things that changed from before .
so yeah don't get all excited thinkin it's you or whateverzz . sorry .

loong day.

afterschool went to class 302 with janelle, kevinhung, crystal, and laura! weeird group yah but it was fun :) long time no seeee laura
ate so much and talked and laughed
took the randomest pictures ever HAHA
went to get kevins eyebrows "pierced" .. he cried MAWAHAH
went to the track meet later and saw some people running intensely hahah
tutor @ 7-8
out with sarah til 9
now .. signing up for upcoming act test :\
ahhh .. should i or no? T______T

i am so pooped.
goodnight.

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

HI HI

OK LIKE I SERIOUSLY HATE HEBERT WTH IS HER PROBLEM .........
EVERYBODY DID UP TO #6 LIKE ME AND SHE DIDNT GIVE ME A STAMP .. LIKE REALLY? WHY? T__T
when she skipped me .... *tear* literally......
did good on my "orals" in my espanol. :) mrs martyr loooves me hehe she's so nice to me LOL
4th period ... went to donate blood. was so nervous.. haha waited for like 45 minutes or so and in the end i couldnt even donate -___- .. so pissed cus i really wanted to :( they expect 5'3 to be 124 pounds and 5'2 to be 130 pounds ?!?! are you kidding me ... thats like stumpy little oompa loompa blueberry status .. o well got free food and i got to see people faint and stuff LOL :o
english ... agh 2 tests so hard -_-

afterschool;;
went to sarahbbangs house again and knocked out til 6 ...
didnt wanna go to tutor yet ... so ate chicken nuggets first then decided to eat pho HAHAHA! true fatties -_-
went to tutor @ 7 .. then back to sarahs.
came home & felt so fat omg -_- ran & ddonged.

YEEEEAP KKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
bye june!

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

hate that feeling

replaced
misunderstood
unimportant
used
not cared for

I dislike windy & hot weather

todaaay! should have been good but idk why i'm so depressed LOL
why does hebert hate me so much :'( makes me wanna cry every morning.
but yay got a 100% on history test !! (=
afterschool;; ate pho with joee! golden bowl da best.. he drove today surprisingly o_o such a stiff nervous lookin driver HAHA laughing the whole time I was in the car... got mcdonalds ice cream and then he dropped me off at sarahpangs.
ughh right when I got there.... knocked out in like 3 min no joke HAHA.... slept for and hour or so while she ate spring rolls without me >:o
tutor 6-8 ... home sweet home .

I feel so weird and empty these days.. por que ?! I do not know .
feelin so weak and tired at school... depressing moodz.
I feel so like T_T idk... so lonely LOL so alone ....
where did everybody goo when I need them the most :(

Sunday, March 13, 2011

weeeekend

Friday- Breamall with sharon pam jessica grace ! bought stuff and walked around so much T_T mongolian grill was closed omg.... KJAIDKSJD so sad. sooooo went to eat spicy kimchi and it was bomb <3 finished the whole kimchijjigae... each and every drop LOL and still i wasnt even full -___- so bought taro boba mmm :) first time drinking it and its yummy. went to pamelas house after and crystal came at like 10 ... and when she came we all left LOL fail crystal.

Saturday- ACT testing -_- why am i always in such a bad bad BAD mood after i take the test... like seriously i cannot sit still for 3 hours straight T_T usually its just me and sarah in the room taking the test, but sarah didnt even come.. whenever its just us i always bang my head on the wall and we talk and laugh. ugh but there were like five random strangers.. so i was all squished and wanted to sock everybody. did good on the first 3 sections but when science came, KAJDIAOJIJDK i wanted to kill everybody LOL T_T mama picked me up and went to boiling crab with my grandparents and cousins :) bought so much and ate so much ... i ate the most outta everybody LOL. bought 5 dungeoness crab and 4 pounds of shrimp ... so goood. ate cake there tooo. hehe my grandmas so cute she was singing happy birthday to herself HAHA. afterrrrr, went to church for praise seminar ! came so late so didnt really do much .. went to ireneys house after. knocked out for 10 minutes but it felt like an hour HAHAHA...... drooled on her bed. why do i always drool on your bed HAHAHA sorry. :D pam picked me up and went to jessicas with grace ! watched tv and talked and laughed and ate and made chocolate covered strawberries infused with.. LOL. good laughssss <3 crystal came late again and we made her eat the strawberry but fail HAHA.. watched movies and yeaap. then the worst happened -_- got into a biiiig fight with my parents. ugh they piss me off... what kinda parents are they T_T they didnt wannt to pick me up so i had to sleepover but i couldnt cus long story... so i kept calling them and asking but theyd just hang up-_- tried calling chris and michael and joe but it was so late and yeah .... bawled like crazy HAH embarrassing. but jessica came up and saw me and comforted me ^_^ ty beast. haha made me realize a lot of stuff even though we barely said anything ... haha but yah THANKS GURRRL. watched more movies and i kept knocking out and i remember grace tleling me to go sleep with her but i kept saying NO IM AWAKE LOL. hahah so she went up and i knocked out again....

Sunday- pamela took me back to db but it was soo late T_T parents got mad again cus i went to church late....... sigh. came home and knocked out for couple of hours with my momm hahah . ate samgyupssal <33333333 dang i ate so much this weekend :( diet starting up again this week no worries HAHA.

goood/bad weekened but overall good . yeap hahah :)

Thursday, March 10, 2011

ACCOMPLISHED

- brought my card to school this morning for ireneeee.. but i know mrs hebert wont let me go out at 7:50 to give it so i was all sad cus i could only give it during lunch ..that card made me sleep at 3 man. BUT THEN! sub :') so chill... let me go out and made irene cry tears of joy HAHa right irene?!?!
- the whole day , stressin about the "surprise" thing haha! such late notice.. i thought only like 3 people would go too. we got everything set and ready by lunch. called her mama and her mama changed her tutor time to laterrr. BUT irenee T_T she got so mad at her mom cus her mom said to "get a ride home".... and then irene was all sad and mad and kept saying she didnt wanna come over cus she has tutor and would have no ride.. so called her mom like 6 times and figured everything out without irene knowing cus shes so clueless LOL! and then finaallly we leave school at 3:40 with june irenena and irenejeon
- came to my house and just played. irenejeon and her deadly foot stench x__x
- called eunice and alla them and they got the balloons and everything ready :) so went to "target"/"macoroni grill to eat ice cream" AHHAHA. went to macoroni grill and surprised irene :) ty julian eunice & sarah !
- hehe she had like the biggest smile on her face ... so cute HAHAHA. we got like our "vip" dark room section pwahhaha. ate so much foood... bought irenes dinner woooooopeee. but dangit -_- no opera singer.. ugh. but we caked her LOL
- got dropped off at harvard square with ireneyjeoney and just talked and waited for her mom... yeeeeap
- & now i just finished my gatsby i-search paper :') shoot... my essays good i think hahah

SUCCESSFUL DAAAAY! :)

Sunday, March 6, 2011

pwned.

hahah another super fun happy good day <333 so I'm gonna write like a LOT again HAHa deal wit it.
went to church and played today is the day HAHa woot! Irene and her mad skillz. o yea slappin da bass!!! you go gurl HAHA
everyone stayed at church so long today o_o talked about niko once again LOl pyun ughlajdlaj !! June & I stayed in ma car o yah haha stole gncs food... junes sister took us to starbucks and met up with karan and carolinee. did some homework and sarahcho camee. bought my first coffee at starbucks !! lOL :') Sarah had to go home and get something so I walked with her and she gave me clothes omg :') yayy. good laughs cus we were doing psycho stuff in the streets LOL decided to go to julies house without telling her but we shouldn't have hahah .. omg her face was da best when she saw us HAHa. took her away from home ;) and went back to starbucks and then karan and junes housey! they were looking at makeup .. it's all bout natural beauty guyz cmon... hehahha :) went to pho! me and julie didn't wanna eat so we just got free soups and ate like hobos and stared at them eating their delicious foods.. THEN the most epic thing happened =_=
k so like this man in the corner of the room told the worker that he'll pay for us.. and so he did. and we were creeped out cus yeah o_o or we thought he felt bad for us cus me and julie were hobos there. but then we saw him and he was with him family and they were like praying together so we thought he just did it ad an act of kindness LOL. so we were all tearing and like omgomg he's such a good man <3 HAhA and we all assumed stuff LOL JUNE " dude guys I know him he's famous I know it." they even bought us an extra plate of food with spring rolls and egg rolls and alla those stuff. so we gobbled it up and then sarah karan julie decided to go say thank you and stuff .. and by the time me and june got up they were already there. and right then, the worker says "it was the wrong table.. he meeant to pay for them not you guys.." and right when he said that it was too late to tell them and their faces were omg HAHA. they came back and said "omg he was pretending like he didn't pay for us . gosh he's so humble :')" but HAHA turns out it was for the other table and not ours... so embarrassing =_= but we ended up still getting free food cus the worker paid for us but yeah SO embarrassing T_T so we like ran out and HAzhzs ahhhh...
walked back to kim seastars house and everybody was all high and crazy LOL gosh just cus I had a picture of myself on my phone... omgah LOL so we were all like wrestling and julie gave me the worst wedgie ever T__T HAHA . y u guys all gang up on me......
then just played guitarra and started talking and talking and talking and had really good conversations and yeah :) I wish I could talk like this easily with peoplee. I love how I'm so comfortable with church people and we do stuff we wouldn't do at school LOL. just had a really good talk that I needed .. idk but yeah :)
I'm so happpy I had such a great weekend LOL I never have fun weekends anymore which is sad.. haha but yep I really needed this :) yayy <3

Saturday, March 5, 2011

rock climbing

omgomg good fun timez. I wish today didn't end :( it was so perfect and so kfhslsjeh LOL.
I'm gonna write it like detaily cus it makes me happy and cus today was just too good :D
first, went to church and saw the milal kids hehe. Isaac and his bee ew.. LOL Irene all sad cus she got rejected <3
left to go rock climbing with james, chris, josh, darky, caroline, karan, julie, sharon, pyun, tank, and teacher stacey (:
got there and met a mannequin lookin man LOOL so scary but cool.. he taught us about all the harness' and stuff HAHA. so me&julie were partners and I was holding the rope and it looked like a piece of cake.. but holy mama when I got to the top... *tear. I realized that I'm really scared of heights even though I'm only like 6 feet up... but it looks so high T_T rock climbing is waay harder than it looks even with a harness.. took so long for julie and I to get up there together to take a picture HAHA.
and when you pull the rope too fast to bring the other person down.. omg ultimate wedgies T_T darkys such a weakling... teacher stacey is BEAST. she beat all the teachers and guys in rock climbing... took her like a minute to get up the hardest one LOL.
oomg and then we leveled up and decided to go boulder climbing which is climbing without the ropes... dude so fun but hard.
ONGJwvIwhLwj k there's like a cave thing where you go through this super long obstacle course but it's like so claustraphobic and tiny and you have to crawl everywhere . and there were like 12 feet drops and it was pitch black and so hot. and there's also like flashing lights area and ladders and poles and slides but it's pitch black.. some people fell into the drops and HAHA so funny. first time I went after teacher stacey and omg it's like SO tiny and super hot and since we crawl, my face is facing her butt. and dude she farted on my face with my mouth open cus I was talking lOLOLOL omg =_= humidness + fart = death -_- so later I went before her and since it's pitch black I kept saying "BLOODY MARY" and grudge stuff and she was so scared and crawled all the way back down... HAHA. then sharon LOL "MICHELLE ARE YOU OKAY?? MICHELLE ILL COME GET YOU HOLD ON MICHELLE!!" HAHAHA <33 peed. well my partner left me so I had to go back down sigh.
ate ceasars pizza and crazy bread. so delicious and savory <3
hehe then the guys and the girls except darky cus he's a big baby -_- went into the tunnel again and the guys went first . and halfway through they started punching the walls cus they were so hot and frustrated cus they're so big LOOL. and we can hear them saying "tell the girls to go back down tell them to reverse TELL THEM" HAHAH and then in the end we asked how it was and they go "oh it was so easy!!" hahaha :)
took so many pictures LOL memoriess. tortured darky and gave him the best wedgies ever HAHA and he was stuck hanging on the harness hehe.
went back to church and just all talked for like three hours :) about so many things.. I love good fun random talks :) sleepover plan was a failure :( but it made up for it !
I think this was like the most fun church outing.. everyone wasn't separated and no awkwardness and just yeah. but soo tiring all of us got calises or wtv and our forearms hurt so bad.. such a good workout dude LOL
yeee need more days like these. never gonna miss church outings cus they're so fun and best bonding time <3
good good good goood day !!! :)

T__T

why am i in such a pissed off depressed mood -_-
i think its cus i took act practice test this morning and i didnt finish the science part and i got so pissed cus i thought i did well but that last parts gonna make my score so low T_T_T_TTIKRAIJWIJDIJWDH

i hope the outing's fun today.. even though its only like 5 girls going + darky HOHO :)
good bonding time finally ... i hope.

k this week i realized i have been gaining weight becus of everybody's mean comments LOL sigh
so time to exercise like for realzzzzz
dangit i kinda wish cof running was still going on -_- the leaders used to run 9 miles every saturday in the morning right next to my house ... so convenient. and it wasnt even that hard to run 9 miles cus we got so used to it...
NOW LOL when i walk from lees to south pointe.. omg . dead.
omg but my most accomplished goal ever was running 3 miles in 30 min HAHAHAHA is that bad..? dude ithink thats like pro for me ^_^_^
and then running a half marathon aka 13 miles and receiving a medal <333 felt so accomplished after HAHA
yeah im talking to myself now.. yay k byeeeeee off to church!

Thursday, March 3, 2011

chills

why is everything so hard right now.. everythings going so bad with every part of my life... school to friends to family to money T_T
today was such a shocking day.. like I'm seriously so shocked idk what to do ..
I feel bad for my dad but at the same time I really don't care -_- I know it's messed up that I say that but seriously -_- right now everythings going downhill for him I guess but it's his fault ..

ahhh I hope things get better ..

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

overalll

such a bad horrible day T_T why do I have bipolar days.. one day is happy day and the next is sad day hahah
sometimes I just wanna shut off everybody... everyones so annoying and immature and just mean T_T ...
don't be so inconsiderate .. if someones already having a bad day then you just make everything worse by those little things .
afterschool went to harvard square -__- but at least I got to eat with Irene!! cus tuesday=michelle&irene date day HAHA :)
yay I kinda made friends today HAHAHA other than sarah .. woot T_T
then math tutor ugh ahdlahslaks . my whole day spent at tutor ew ew . germs .
plus I have two tests tomorroww :(
study... sleep at 1. yay me.