:'( why does this happen to me .......
i was supposed to go to tutor right after school but decided to go @ 6 cause i felt so aklsdjs T_T ..
took a nap & woke up and couldnt even get up
i hate how i have such bad cramps
i hate taking pills every day
knowing that i need to take them for the rest of my life makes me feel so T_T
& when i forget to take it, i feel so sick & drained
deciding if i should just remove the cyst -_______- noo i hate hospitals.
on the bright side,
ACED MY CHEM FINALS WOOOOOOOH <3333 :D :D :D :D :D heahehAHHAHAEIKRIOLKD
jk i didnt get my grade back but last night while studying, i did ap free response online questions..
and two of them that i did were on the test :') so lucky thank you jejus LOL
tomorrows finally friday ..
done with ap chem finals & not taking ap chem test ... *relief*
hope tomorrow will be a good day !!
Thursday, April 28, 2011
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
POLICE!
WEE WOO WEE WOO ~~
ate kbbq once again .. with joe david danielyi for his birthday (:
k starting tomorrow NO MORE FOOD aslkdjklad.. im sorry vincent ill stop eating ..
today was epic pwnage...
basically...
vincent got a ticket for jaywalking on the street while cars were coming in the intersection --> $300something $_$
and at the same time, david got a ticket for speeding......
so many police today. i saw 4 people on the streets getting tickets. did they like recruit police and send them on a mission today or what.......
im so tired im gonna die
tomorrows already thursday woot! :)
ate kbbq once again .. with joe david danielyi for his birthday (:
k starting tomorrow NO MORE FOOD aslkdjklad.. im sorry vincent ill stop eating ..
today was epic pwnage...
basically...
vincent got a ticket for jaywalking on the street while cars were coming in the intersection --> $300something $_$
and at the same time, david got a ticket for speeding......
so many police today. i saw 4 people on the streets getting tickets. did they like recruit police and send them on a mission today or what.......
im so tired im gonna die
tomorrows already thursday woot! :)
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
breakthrough
i have nothing to do so i'll just blog about saturday LOL
wellll sharon invited me to her church revival!
the prayer was gooot
its so much easier to connect with God noww & i could feel his presence :)
i noticed that whenever people pray for me ... they always say the same thing
sharons mom prayed for me and later that night she told me that she didnt know why but she started crying when she prayed for me ...
well the people who always pray for me alwaysss say something like "remember that God is always listening and that He is always there when you need Him..."
God works is such miraculous ways~!
he uses others so wisely .. can't explain
well i noticed during niko ..
it was encouragement time & darky was up to encourage me :')
i remember him saying "i found a bible verse for you .. i just feel like you need it. God is telling me to tell you."
& he told me that even though you feel like no ones there for you, God always is...
and kajsdkajsd i was so touched :) God used darky to tell me dis ..
cause before niko i was really struggling & i felt like i could talk to nobody & i just felt really alone ..
so kljaskdlj i was so :') when he told me i started tearing and yeah <3333
thenn at breakthrough, sharons mom prayed for me
she was speaking in tongue but i can hear some words that came out
it was like "You are always there for her please let her know.... prayer always works...."
yeahh :') akjsdkjad and then she told me that she could really feel my heart and God while she was praying <3
God is so goooooooood ...
so kewl how he uses people to communicate and encourage 8)
k just wanted to share! bai bai :)
wellll sharon invited me to her church revival!
the prayer was gooot
its so much easier to connect with God noww & i could feel his presence :)
i noticed that whenever people pray for me ... they always say the same thing
sharons mom prayed for me and later that night she told me that she didnt know why but she started crying when she prayed for me ...
well the people who always pray for me alwaysss say something like "remember that God is always listening and that He is always there when you need Him..."
God works is such miraculous ways~!
he uses others so wisely .. can't explain
well i noticed during niko ..
it was encouragement time & darky was up to encourage me :')
i remember him saying "i found a bible verse for you .. i just feel like you need it. God is telling me to tell you."
& he told me that even though you feel like no ones there for you, God always is...
and kajsdkajsd i was so touched :) God used darky to tell me dis ..
cause before niko i was really struggling & i felt like i could talk to nobody & i just felt really alone ..
so kljaskdlj i was so :') when he told me i started tearing and yeah <3333
thenn at breakthrough, sharons mom prayed for me
she was speaking in tongue but i can hear some words that came out
it was like "You are always there for her please let her know.... prayer always works...."
yeahh :') akjsdkjad and then she told me that she could really feel my heart and God while she was praying <3
God is so goooooooood ...
so kewl how he uses people to communicate and encourage 8)
k just wanted to share! bai bai :)
sssoo coolldd..
today was so cold .. even though i could feel myself about to sweat, i still felt super cold T_T
nobody had like a jacket jacket except jae but it was in his locker for 3 months LOL so i go to crystals locker and yay! i find a jacket :') & i had long jeans in my backpack idk why.. so i changed from shorts too woohoo !
today was so sad para me .. studied for spanish so much with all that 60+ vocab words and everything but she gave us such a hard test... we had to put the vocab words into these random sentences LOL and i didnt know what they meant .. T_T holy frick such a fail. i was so sad ... i was so determined to get an A and i actually studied a lot and i failed miserably :'( .. 4th period i was so emo and -tear tear- T_T
o well, watched a movie in 4th though......THEN.. bum bum bum~ lunch time .
operation smile interview ... LASDJALSJD
it was with eunice, sarahcho, & gloria and im pretty close to all of them which made it way harder cause theyll know if im lying or not in my interview LOL
so i walk in, smiling, and then they start shaking my hand o_o "hi my name is eunice" "hi my name is sarah" "hi im gloria" "please have a seat" ........ uh k
"whats your name? what grade are you in?" ......................... then i answered and i started giggling cause i thought it was funny LOL
and then eunice: "can you be more serious." ....... O_O .... :'(
they were so serious .. i kept smiling cause i just cant resist LOL and akjsdjad yeah ..
they even asked "why do you think you would be a better president than karan and julie?" OMGAIWHAJK -sigh-
forgot to study for english and another epic fail L O L
afterschooll went to eat with sharrong! ate wok and subway.. talked then went to tutor til 9
gaahh today felt so weird .. everything was so annoying and it just wasnt a great day
it was the first day i felt like this since i came back from niko :|
everybody can be so mean & rude -__- honestly .. i dont get why people always think about themselves. ITS NOT ALL ABOUT YOU HONEY goodness gracious.
the smallest things can just trigger sadness T_T
but i didnt get pissed at anyone .. trying not to yell or start anything or yeeah. such a waste of time
it feels weird not having a guy friend to tell everything to
i was so used to telling guys all my stuff but now everyones all distant :\
hopefully we all get closer & become nicer!
other than that, everythings been good lately (=
family life is going welll~ i like coming home without fighting or anything .. we all seem pretty happy & so im happy !
I FEEL HAPPY i want to hug you <3
nobody had like a jacket jacket except jae but it was in his locker for 3 months LOL so i go to crystals locker and yay! i find a jacket :') & i had long jeans in my backpack idk why.. so i changed from shorts too woohoo !
today was so sad para me .. studied for spanish so much with all that 60+ vocab words and everything but she gave us such a hard test... we had to put the vocab words into these random sentences LOL and i didnt know what they meant .. T_T holy frick such a fail. i was so sad ... i was so determined to get an A and i actually studied a lot and i failed miserably :'( .. 4th period i was so emo and -tear tear- T_T
o well, watched a movie in 4th though......THEN.. bum bum bum~ lunch time .
operation smile interview ... LASDJALSJD
it was with eunice, sarahcho, & gloria and im pretty close to all of them which made it way harder cause theyll know if im lying or not in my interview LOL
so i walk in, smiling, and then they start shaking my hand o_o "hi my name is eunice" "hi my name is sarah" "hi im gloria" "please have a seat" ........ uh k
"whats your name? what grade are you in?" ......................... then i answered and i started giggling cause i thought it was funny LOL
and then eunice: "can you be more serious." ....... O_O .... :'(
they were so serious .. i kept smiling cause i just cant resist LOL and akjsdjad yeah ..
they even asked "why do you think you would be a better president than karan and julie?" OMGAIWHAJK -sigh-
forgot to study for english and another epic fail L O L
afterschooll went to eat with sharrong! ate wok and subway.. talked then went to tutor til 9
gaahh today felt so weird .. everything was so annoying and it just wasnt a great day
it was the first day i felt like this since i came back from niko :|
everybody can be so mean & rude -__- honestly .. i dont get why people always think about themselves. ITS NOT ALL ABOUT YOU HONEY goodness gracious.
the smallest things can just trigger sadness T_T
but i didnt get pissed at anyone .. trying not to yell or start anything or yeeah. such a waste of time
it feels weird not having a guy friend to tell everything to
i was so used to telling guys all my stuff but now everyones all distant :\
hopefully we all get closer & become nicer!
other than that, everythings been good lately (=
family life is going welll~ i like coming home without fighting or anything .. we all seem pretty happy & so im happy !
I FEEL HAPPY i want to hug you <3
Sunday, April 24, 2011
s t r a n d e d
nobody wants me .... -tear-
k i'll just blog about everything
friday- julies house for bible study. played and ate and talked and yeap. then off to church and had the best singing time w/ karan HAHAHA sweet child o mine <3 when that song comes up ... just LOL the best. had good friday service.. God is so gooddd kjasdkjl he suffered so much for us and T_T so sad watching the video. then my mom texts me saying that her and my sister are going to palm springs until sunday... then my dad tells me hes going to mexico until tuesday ...... what do i do ?!!?!? :( went home, packed my stuff, and slept over sharons house ....
saturday- woke up @ 6am for emp .. so tiring. turns out there was no emp that saturday JKAWKJDSKLD LOL gaaah sharon .. but it was still good! went back to her house and knocked out til 12 :) then off to pams! met up with priscilla and julie and shopped at brea for prom -__- absolutely nothingjashdkjas like wth windsor do you think we're gonna wear big humongous sparkling fairy tale dresses? .. -sigh- THENNNNNN omgaiwjdlksjd stress. so i texted like everybody on my contact list (not really) asking them if i can sleepover tonight HAHA and stuff like that .. decided to go sharons then chris could take me home ! so sharons mom came to the mall and we were super late cause she had to cook or somethiong akjdlk so ran to pams mom to get car keys, then to parking lot to get my clothes, then back, but then we forgot to lock it so ran back and then ran to pamela and then ran to sharons car T_T yes we ran aroound the mall like crazy sweaty people ....... went to church for breakthrough event thingy. ate good food and played games! the service and praise was really gooood tooo ^_^ ahhaha chris took me to julies house and slept over her place ... HAHAH i dont think julie realized but i was hugging her the whole night ... AHHAHAHA i was so cold :'( she had the heater thingy on her side so i tried putting my leg on it but its so far .. =__=
sunday- happy easter! :) woke up @ 730 and off to church ... church starts so early now T_T 10am omgah. finally saw my mama <333 went home and knocked out for 5 hours on her bed <33 so comfy heh heh. did mi tarea and now im finishing testimony .. nerviosa :| haha "he has risen!" "he has risen indeed!" :)
k i'll just blog about everything
friday- julies house for bible study. played and ate and talked and yeap. then off to church and had the best singing time w/ karan HAHAHA sweet child o mine <3 when that song comes up ... just LOL the best. had good friday service.. God is so gooddd kjasdkjl he suffered so much for us and T_T so sad watching the video. then my mom texts me saying that her and my sister are going to palm springs until sunday... then my dad tells me hes going to mexico until tuesday ...... what do i do ?!!?!? :( went home, packed my stuff, and slept over sharons house ....
saturday- woke up @ 6am for emp .. so tiring. turns out there was no emp that saturday JKAWKJDSKLD LOL gaaah sharon .. but it was still good! went back to her house and knocked out til 12 :) then off to pams! met up with priscilla and julie and shopped at brea for prom -__- absolutely nothingjashdkjas like wth windsor do you think we're gonna wear big humongous sparkling fairy tale dresses? .. -sigh- THENNNNNN omgaiwjdlksjd stress. so i texted like everybody on my contact list (not really) asking them if i can sleepover tonight HAHA and stuff like that .. decided to go sharons then chris could take me home ! so sharons mom came to the mall and we were super late cause she had to cook or somethiong akjdlk so ran to pams mom to get car keys, then to parking lot to get my clothes, then back, but then we forgot to lock it so ran back and then ran to pamela and then ran to sharons car T_T yes we ran aroound the mall like crazy sweaty people ....... went to church for breakthrough event thingy. ate good food and played games! the service and praise was really gooood tooo ^_^ ahhaha chris took me to julies house and slept over her place ... HAHAH i dont think julie realized but i was hugging her the whole night ... AHHAHAHA i was so cold :'( she had the heater thingy on her side so i tried putting my leg on it but its so far .. =__=
sunday- happy easter! :) woke up @ 730 and off to church ... church starts so early now T_T 10am omgah. finally saw my mama <333 went home and knocked out for 5 hours on her bed <33 so comfy heh heh. did mi tarea and now im finishing testimony .. nerviosa :| haha "he has risen!" "he has risen indeed!" :)
Thursday, April 21, 2011
so.cute.
this week is like the cutest most bestest week <33333
i love star testing schedule ... only 30 minutes long every class and like an hour long lunch and like 30 minute long brunch ?! HECK YEAAAA
i feel so bad for mrs martyr :'( klajsdjk ..... i was all happy she was out but her dad passes away T_T ...
watched SALT in history .. so intense
afterschoool;; pams house with sharrong
ate so much foood and knocked out for 2 hours
went to priscillas house and met up with eberybody !!
the candles were so pretty... trail leading to P R O M <33333
agh theyre so cute T__T no joke kajslkdj i melt every time i see them <33
went back to pams and we were so hyper and happy cause theyre so cute HAHAHAHA
talked and laughed and blahblah :)
NEXT UP? you shall see. :) can't wait !!
i love star testing schedule ... only 30 minutes long every class and like an hour long lunch and like 30 minute long brunch ?! HECK YEAAAA
i feel so bad for mrs martyr :'( klajsdjk ..... i was all happy she was out but her dad passes away T_T ...
watched SALT in history .. so intense
afterschoool;; pams house with sharrong
ate so much foood and knocked out for 2 hours
went to priscillas house and met up with eberybody !!
the candles were so pretty... trail leading to P R O M <33333
agh theyre so cute T__T no joke kajslkdj i melt every time i see them <33
went back to pams and we were so hyper and happy cause theyre so cute HAHAHAHA
talked and laughed and blahblah :)
NEXT UP? you shall see. :) can't wait !!
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
SUCCEEEEESSSSSSSS
came to school at 1130 :D
another sub in martyr <3 yess yes keep it comin please
afterschoool;; went to kevinhungs house and made posters for darky and jae !
went to lasertag ... so fun and scary LOL omg jae screaming every second and running away HAHAH pee*
darky got me so many times and breanna looked so creepy and i just started cracking up in front of her and fell HAHAHAHAH kawljdaks
and crystal omg LOLLL "UGH OMG WHYY" every single time ..
adriana & daniel were no where to be found coughcough LOL <3
yeap yeaaaap fun day !
kevin asked crystaal ! crystal you better wear the shirt. LOOL be proud of it OKAY. pwahhah
had the biggest laugh attack ... cause i saw a fat dog. it was so funny HAHAHA
THENNNN OFF TO SHARON HONG'S HOUSE !!
such a fail .. went to the wrong house . told sharon to come out but she came out of her house which was 3 houses down ...
LOL omg sharon and juliehong .. deedeedee sisters <3
they kinda saw us but she was jst like "oh i think our neighbors are having a party"
HAHAH so went to sharons house and darky asked her <333
"ICE CREAM TO GO TO PROM WITH YOU!" -gives ice cream & flowers- awwww :')
back to kevins house and nowwwww home work time woopeee
good day but MAFIWJFE im so dead and tired .
another sub in martyr <3 yess yes keep it comin please
afterschoool;; went to kevinhungs house and made posters for darky and jae !
went to lasertag ... so fun and scary LOL omg jae screaming every second and running away HAHAH pee*
darky got me so many times and breanna looked so creepy and i just started cracking up in front of her and fell HAHAHAHAH kawljdaks
and crystal omg LOLLL "UGH OMG WHYY" every single time ..
adriana & daniel were no where to be found coughcough LOL <3
yeap yeaaaap fun day !
kevin asked crystaal ! crystal you better wear the shirt. LOOL be proud of it OKAY. pwahhah
had the biggest laugh attack ... cause i saw a fat dog. it was so funny HAHAHA
THENNNN OFF TO SHARON HONG'S HOUSE !!
such a fail .. went to the wrong house . told sharon to come out but she came out of her house which was 3 houses down ...
LOL omg sharon and juliehong .. deedeedee sisters <3
they kinda saw us but she was jst like "oh i think our neighbors are having a party"
HAHAH so went to sharons house and darky asked her <333
"ICE CREAM TO GO TO PROM WITH YOU!" -gives ice cream & flowers- awwww :')
back to kevins house and nowwwww home work time woopeee
good day but MAFIWJFE im so dead and tired .
yayyy^_^
before school we helped Chris ask Julie to prom! she came so late and got scared when she saw us HAHAHA . and Chris that litto boy choked and forgot to ask if she wants to go with him LOL
thennn star testing sleep star testing sleep star testing sleep
lunch was so funny LOL ily darky :) my itouch automatically changes "sarky" to "darky" HAHAhA. & Jason is an official creeper....
went to chem and had a funny talk with mrs hebert .. Joe told her I'm going to prom with Julianpark and I was like NOOOO he's like my little brother.. then she says "SO WHAT you guys won't have to make out or anything" LOOL... erh......
chill day in Spanish cause the sub :)
afterschoool omg so embarrasssing hahaha but thank you Bincent!! you da besttt~
I'm heppy it was him omg LOLOl yay it's gonna be fun cause all us friends are gonna be together :') finalllyy.
then helped Joe with Vincent and Julie and crystal !
asked Karan woohooo~ "I'd die to go to prom with you" + siren noises + chalk drawing
went to half & half and then went to the top of the world mountain :) !
screamed our lungs out and let everything out HAHA
yeeaapp good day! coming to school super late tomorrow tooo wooot! :)
& June you obsessed.....
thennn star testing sleep star testing sleep star testing sleep
lunch was so funny LOL ily darky :) my itouch automatically changes "sarky" to "darky" HAHAhA. & Jason is an official creeper....
went to chem and had a funny talk with mrs hebert .. Joe told her I'm going to prom with Julianpark and I was like NOOOO he's like my little brother.. then she says "SO WHAT you guys won't have to make out or anything" LOOL... erh......
chill day in Spanish cause the sub :)
afterschoool omg so embarrasssing hahaha but thank you Bincent!! you da besttt~
I'm heppy it was him omg LOLOl yay it's gonna be fun cause all us friends are gonna be together :') finalllyy.
then helped Joe with Vincent and Julie and crystal !
asked Karan woohooo~ "I'd die to go to prom with you" + siren noises + chalk drawing
went to half & half and then went to the top of the world mountain :) !
screamed our lungs out and let everything out HAHA
yeeaapp good day! coming to school super late tomorrow tooo wooot! :)
& June you obsessed.....
Monday, April 18, 2011
the lazy song
yes.. exactly what i am feeling
cst testing is so chill :) ! but i had the WORST headache this morning .. felt like throwing up and everything was so blurry and i was sweating so much .. i think its cus i slept so late and i woke up late and rushed and everything was just aklwdioalkef .
finished the test fast and slept for 30 minutes after every section <3
lunch was fun! yaay i can't wait to see all my friends ask/get asked this week ^__^ woohoo ~
went to band, then history, then math .. did like nothing the whole day yeee
afterschool; cof woopdeedoo. -_-
so saddd me & chris missed prom for audrey .. :( kajdkwd
im gonna sleep EARLY. k bai.
cst testing is so chill :) ! but i had the WORST headache this morning .. felt like throwing up and everything was so blurry and i was sweating so much .. i think its cus i slept so late and i woke up late and rushed and everything was just aklwdioalkef .
finished the test fast and slept for 30 minutes after every section <3
lunch was fun! yaay i can't wait to see all my friends ask/get asked this week ^__^ woohoo ~
went to band, then history, then math .. did like nothing the whole day yeee
afterschool; cof woopdeedoo. -_-
so saddd me & chris missed prom for audrey .. :( kajdkwd
im gonna sleep EARLY. k bai.
I HUNGEr
church todayy! good laughs good vibes :)
talked about Niko today during bible studyy! I hope everyone goes !
i guess I'm doing confirmation this year... kinda nervouss thoughh T_T haha
came home did my hw and took a nap..
then off to corona for cof -___- took like 45 min to get there.. emmeline and I were in the back while gary and his mom were like fighting the whole time so awkward .. ajdlahskakks
finally got there and played two songs -_- we got to eat but the steak was so bloody ew ew :(
Vincent and I had a goot talk LOOL !! went to jennipurs house and threw a ball thing at her window and we thought it cracked so we ran and LOL almost peed so exciting HAHA
Jenny made us delicious ramen !!
then Vincent left and we jst took bootyful pictures and just talkie and laugh and SWEAT .
another good day :) !
talked about Niko today during bible studyy! I hope everyone goes !
i guess I'm doing confirmation this year... kinda nervouss thoughh T_T haha
came home did my hw and took a nap..
then off to corona for cof -___- took like 45 min to get there.. emmeline and I were in the back while gary and his mom were like fighting the whole time so awkward .. ajdlahskakks
finally got there and played two songs -_- we got to eat but the steak was so bloody ew ew :(
Vincent and I had a goot talk LOOL !! went to jennipurs house and threw a ball thing at her window and we thought it cracked so we ran and LOL almost peed so exciting HAHA
Jenny made us delicious ramen !!
then Vincent left and we jst took bootyful pictures and just talkie and laugh and SWEAT .
another good day :) !
Sunday, April 17, 2011
4.16.11
woke up late and skipped act tutor ...
was super duper bored @ home doing nothing -_-
sooo today became pam & michelle date
ate a whole mongolian grill by myself <3 so good ....
hanna was a weird movie .. but it was good ... but really weird ... but like really good ...
just talked and laughed and ate and talked :)
went to operation smile benefit concert ! met up with eberybody ^_^
it was fun ... but so tiring .. 4 hours of random youtube stars just singing for us LOL
yaay good seeing ben clement again though ! ^_^ NO i was not blushing gosh messed up .. but he was so good HAHAAHA <3
eunice got asked to prom .. so cute <333333333
squished into hyejins tiny car .. T_T i sat on da floor of the front seat right under jenny. so scary .. i could just die in an instant .
went to karrrans and slept for like 10 minutes but it felt so long haha
finnalllly home. knock out soon.
goood day ! :)
was super duper bored @ home doing nothing -_-
sooo today became pam & michelle date
ate a whole mongolian grill by myself <3 so good ....
hanna was a weird movie .. but it was good ... but really weird ... but like really good ...
just talked and laughed and ate and talked :)
went to operation smile benefit concert ! met up with eberybody ^_^
it was fun ... but so tiring .. 4 hours of random youtube stars just singing for us LOL
yaay good seeing ben clement again though ! ^_^ NO i was not blushing gosh messed up .. but he was so good HAHAAHA <3
eunice got asked to prom .. so cute <333333333
squished into hyejins tiny car .. T_T i sat on da floor of the front seat right under jenny. so scary .. i could just die in an instant .
went to karrrans and slept for like 10 minutes but it felt so long haha
finnalllly home. knock out soon.
goood day ! :)
Thursday, April 14, 2011
FRIDAY
finallyyy. this week felt so long but it was a good good week!
today we went to tofu house and cafe haus for sharrongs birthday ! ate some bomb diggity soondooboo and chicken .. then bingsoo and boba and crepe <3 Sharon ate the whole bingsoo herself LOL just cus it was freee pshh ;)
went to tutor after and fell asleep during break for like ten minutes but it felt like an hour
and then my hand started to tingle and it was sleeping and I was going crazy T_T I hate the reading sections ahhh I just wanna scream and sock the tables and run around LOOL idk why but when I take practice tests I feel so claustrophobic like I'm gonna die .. -__-
highlight of my day was when I got a better test score than joe :) LOL jk but yeah it was still fail. stankin hebert.. but she likes me now kinda hehe. let me drink my chocolate milk in class and says bye to me like nicely HAHA
tonight is a goot goot night. I was really hyper and happy .. hyppy LOOOL o i'm funny.
kk yay for tomorrow :) friiiiday!
today we went to tofu house and cafe haus for sharrongs birthday ! ate some bomb diggity soondooboo and chicken .. then bingsoo and boba and crepe <3 Sharon ate the whole bingsoo herself LOL just cus it was freee pshh ;)
went to tutor after and fell asleep during break for like ten minutes but it felt like an hour
and then my hand started to tingle and it was sleeping and I was going crazy T_T I hate the reading sections ahhh I just wanna scream and sock the tables and run around LOOL idk why but when I take practice tests I feel so claustrophobic like I'm gonna die .. -__-
highlight of my day was when I got a better test score than joe :) LOL jk but yeah it was still fail. stankin hebert.. but she likes me now kinda hehe. let me drink my chocolate milk in class and says bye to me like nicely HAHA
tonight is a goot goot night. I was really hyper and happy .. hyppy LOOOL o i'm funny.
kk yay for tomorrow :) friiiiday!
Monday, April 11, 2011
smile you ugly beast
today was a really good day ^___^
woke up all by myself really early LOL started off with a good mood from the beginning :)
the whole dayy i tried hard not to get pissed at someone .. its hard but LOL passed!!
so many people asked me about niko ... and now sO many people wanna go .... pwahah im glad i went before them or else the whole niko group would be people i know
kennot wait for alumni !!
my summer schedule is going to be packed ...
august- retreat, then right after is missions, then right after is niko :o
anywayssssss
went to cof today ...
kathy is so disgusting :( kajsdjaw ..
the worst thing happened to me today T_T_T her boogers in my hair omg KJDAIWJ EW -_-
thank you jenny and emmeline for taking it out though .. T_T LOL ugh ew .
came home and did the laundry cause i felt nice hehe
yeapyeapyeap goood day ! :)
woke up all by myself really early LOL started off with a good mood from the beginning :)
the whole dayy i tried hard not to get pissed at someone .. its hard but LOL passed!!
so many people asked me about niko ... and now sO many people wanna go .... pwahah im glad i went before them or else the whole niko group would be people i know
kennot wait for alumni !!
my summer schedule is going to be packed ...
august- retreat, then right after is missions, then right after is niko :o
anywayssssss
went to cof today ...
kathy is so disgusting :( kajsdjaw ..
the worst thing happened to me today T_T_T her boogers in my hair omg KJDAIWJ EW -_-
thank you jenny and emmeline for taking it out though .. T_T LOL ugh ew .
came home and did the laundry cause i felt nice hehe
yeapyeapyeap goood day ! :)
Saturday, April 9, 2011
niko
was definitely a great experience... just everything that happened. it was tough yeah but it was all worth it. I wish it was longer ahhh...
going into niko I guess I had a hard time opening up to people about my life and my problems and I really wanted to just start fresh in my spiritual life. anddd God really answered my prayers:) the feeling of that is really ... amazing I can't explain it . I miss everybody I met at niko too.. we should all have like once a week webcam sesh<3 hehe met some people that I will never forget! we only knew each other for five days but I feel like we're all super close as brothers&sisters in Christ^_^ and I love how now I have people who I can go to to talk about my problems and what's going on in my walk with God.. it's good to know that I have people to keep me accountable who I see everyday:) Julie Jenny Karan Irene and even Darky haha I feel so close to them now and comfortable telling them what's going on. and it feels weird not seeing them LOLOl becus we basically lived with each other for the past five days... well yeah. niko was really really inspirational too:) seeing people praise in different ways and hearing different stories and testimonies. I don't regret anything that happened there.. it was all worth it. alumni niko for me is a must now LOL and I cannot wait!! I hope I live out everything I learned from niko^__^ & now it feels like nothing can bring me down.. I'm so happy for no reason and I don't even care that I have so much hw LOL well yeaah niko was really a blessing and it was just what I needed^__^ God is soo goood!
going into niko I guess I had a hard time opening up to people about my life and my problems and I really wanted to just start fresh in my spiritual life. anddd God really answered my prayers:) the feeling of that is really ... amazing I can't explain it . I miss everybody I met at niko too.. we should all have like once a week webcam sesh<3 hehe met some people that I will never forget! we only knew each other for five days but I feel like we're all super close as brothers&sisters in Christ^_^ and I love how now I have people who I can go to to talk about my problems and what's going on in my walk with God.. it's good to know that I have people to keep me accountable who I see everyday:) Julie Jenny Karan Irene and even Darky haha I feel so close to them now and comfortable telling them what's going on. and it feels weird not seeing them LOLOl becus we basically lived with each other for the past five days... well yeah. niko was really really inspirational too:) seeing people praise in different ways and hearing different stories and testimonies. I don't regret anything that happened there.. it was all worth it. alumni niko for me is a must now LOL and I cannot wait!! I hope I live out everything I learned from niko^__^ & now it feels like nothing can bring me down.. I'm so happy for no reason and I don't even care that I have so much hw LOL well yeaah niko was really a blessing and it was just what I needed^__^ God is soo goood!
Sunday, April 3, 2011
white chicks
so so so funny .. one of my fave movies :D
today was so unproductive .. -_-
basically woke up at around 6 ...
ate, oovoo, tv, movies, read ..
barely any hw done :(
i slept too much today i'm not tired at all hahaha
time to do some homework i guess LOL :D bai
today was so unproductive .. -_-
basically woke up at around 6 ...
ate, oovoo, tv, movies, read ..
barely any hw done :(
i slept too much today i'm not tired at all hahaha
time to do some homework i guess LOL :D bai
Saturday, April 2, 2011
1:34am
april fools
its .. 1:44am hohhoho
april fooled so many people ... dum dummies :)
esp jenny omg HAHAHAHA
1. "OMG tell me from the beginning. tell me EVERYTHING HE SAID tell me."
2. "ok im in the parking lot behind the white car im here.."
heahehoho <3
but holyyyy .. this morning while my sister and i were getting ready, my mom runs into our bathroom all frantic and her phone next to her and shes like gasping for breath and says "RYAN JUST GOT INTO A CAR ACCIDENT!!" ... my heart like dropped T_T but then it was april fools... shoot haha gawd mother ..
today was a chiilll day :)
skipped 3rd & 4th for rally, did nothing in 2nd, and nothing in 6th. woooh !!
went to this operation smile club meeting -_- so .. boring .. and hot ....
went to church and learned about sanctification! good talk with pyun.
stayed at church til like 10:45... waited for the teachers to end their meeting T_T
taught julie guitarraa and jam sesh pwahah :D
finalllyy we went to tea station with julie, teacherstacey, teacheredith, and teacherkeziah! i love going out with the girl teachers cus they so .. mature and know so much haha. and julie & i always just tell them everything cus its not like they have anyone to tell and they give such good adviceee ^_^
ate soo much ... talked and laughed loootss :)
i hope in da future when i'm older, i'll still have contact with them heh .
i am sick i think ..
or its allergies . but i sneeze so much T_T and my eye itches ..
i hope i dont get sick -_- i started my . yesterday tooo sigh ...
how the heck am i gonna survive niko ... please i really hope it goes away by monday or ima be soo uncomfy and sad ...
ahahah dangg 2 more days !! :)
why is nobody online tonight ... so loonely.
o welll good night then :D
its .. 1:44am hohhoho
april fooled so many people ... dum dummies :)
esp jenny omg HAHAHAHA
1. "OMG tell me from the beginning. tell me EVERYTHING HE SAID tell me."
2. "ok im in the parking lot behind the white car im here.."
heahehoho <3
but holyyyy .. this morning while my sister and i were getting ready, my mom runs into our bathroom all frantic and her phone next to her and shes like gasping for breath and says "RYAN JUST GOT INTO A CAR ACCIDENT!!" ... my heart like dropped T_T but then it was april fools... shoot haha gawd mother ..
today was a chiilll day :)
skipped 3rd & 4th for rally, did nothing in 2nd, and nothing in 6th. woooh !!
went to this operation smile club meeting -_- so .. boring .. and hot ....
went to church and learned about sanctification! good talk with pyun.
stayed at church til like 10:45... waited for the teachers to end their meeting T_T
taught julie guitarraa and jam sesh pwahah :D
finalllyy we went to tea station with julie, teacherstacey, teacheredith, and teacherkeziah! i love going out with the girl teachers cus they so .. mature and know so much haha. and julie & i always just tell them everything cus its not like they have anyone to tell and they give such good adviceee ^_^
ate soo much ... talked and laughed loootss :)
i hope in da future when i'm older, i'll still have contact with them heh .
i am sick i think ..
or its allergies . but i sneeze so much T_T and my eye itches ..
i hope i dont get sick -_- i started my . yesterday tooo sigh ...
how the heck am i gonna survive niko ... please i really hope it goes away by monday or ima be soo uncomfy and sad ...
ahahah dangg 2 more days !! :)
why is nobody online tonight ... so loonely.
o welll good night then :D
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