sssoo coolldd..

today was so cold .. even though i could feel myself about to sweat, i still felt super cold T_T
nobody had like a jacket jacket except jae but it was in his locker for 3 months LOL so i go to crystals locker and yay! i find a jacket :') & i had long jeans in my backpack idk why.. so i changed from shorts too woohoo !
today was so sad para me .. studied for spanish so much with all that 60+ vocab words and everything but she gave us such a hard test... we had to put the vocab words into these random sentences LOL and i didnt know what they meant .. T_T holy frick such a fail. i was so sad ... i was so determined to get an A and i actually studied a lot and i failed miserably :'( .. 4th period i was so emo and -tear tear- T_T
o well, watched a movie in 4th though......THEN.. bum bum bum~ lunch time .
operation smile interview ... LASDJALSJD
it was with eunice, sarahcho, & gloria and im pretty close to all of them which made it way harder cause theyll know if im lying or not in my interview LOL
so i walk in, smiling, and then they start shaking my hand o_o "hi my name is eunice" "hi my name is sarah" "hi im gloria" "please have a seat" ........ uh k
"whats your name? what grade are you in?" ......................... then i answered and i started giggling cause i thought it was funny LOL
and then eunice: "can you be more serious." ....... O_O .... :'(
they were so serious .. i kept smiling cause i just cant resist LOL and akjsdjad yeah ..
they even asked "why do you think you would be a better president than karan and julie?" OMGAIWHAJK -sigh-
forgot to study for english and another epic fail L O L
afterschooll went to eat with sharrong! ate wok and subway.. talked then went to tutor til 9

gaahh today felt so weird .. everything was so annoying and it just wasnt a great day
it was the first day i felt like this since i came back from niko :|
everybody can be so mean & rude -__- honestly .. i dont get why people always think about themselves. ITS NOT ALL ABOUT YOU HONEY goodness gracious.
the smallest things can just trigger sadness T_T
but i didnt get pissed at anyone .. trying not to yell or start anything or yeeah. such a waste of time

it feels weird not having a guy friend to tell everything to
i was so used to telling guys all my stuff but now everyones all distant :\
hopefully we all get closer & become nicer!

other than that, everythings been good lately (=
family life is going welll~ i like coming home without fighting or anything .. we all seem pretty happy & so im happy !
I FEEL HAPPY i want to hug you <3