APBOOKREPORT.

SUCKSSS -_____-
dudee i procrastinate SO MUCH .
mrs moskovitz gave us like a month to start our book report and i start tonight .. :[ deeeeeengad .
and there was a bio outline due today and i didnt do it til 4th period today ... omgash .

haha in the morning i went to burger king w/ sarahp jessica & grace .
and we ate there and when i got there they were like " hey michelle we're ditching 1st period MUAHAHAHA "
and i was liek " AJKDHAISDKASD O____O NOOOOO " since ima good girl and everythang
so audrey came and picked me up (: teheh shame on ya'll !
but band WAS pretty useless ... we didn't do nothing HAHA . whateveeeeaaaa .
all the teachers were SO CRANKY TODAY. sheesh louise crazy people .
mrs pollard was like HASIDHASDS SCARY CUHRAZY omgosh . !
& wth .. math quiz tomorrow -___-x maybe i shoulda jst stayed in lordi? ahhahaa .
wednt is really scary lookin but deep down inside i know he's a really good warm-hearted guy (:
likee , he saved a guy before and he wants us to not do bad stuff and yeah :D hehe .
moskovitz was cranky too ! o_o
and valor is always laughlaugh teheh yeahhhhh HAHAH.

then afterschoool i went to the db library w/ crystal julie and karan ..
and we ate WOK? and talked lots and lots ! heh
then went back to library, met devin & michael .
then jst laughed and talked and did homework and read and text and blahblah .
then it was like 745ish and it was only me michael devin and julie
then michael took me to jae's house , and michael went home
and jae's house was so scawy cause he wouldn't pick up his phone and it was so dark ._.
and lahkkkk the door opened but no one was there O_o
so i called elainey and i was liKE "ELAINEELAINE" and i explained . so she came out to see me like the nice person she is (: and stayed with me
and she greeted me by laughing at me and slapping me , as usual..
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA ! (: omgadd i love you elaine hehe !
then we jst talked and jae finally came out -_-
then i left in like 20 minutessss and got home and yeah

ohoh in the car ride home , my brother and i were talking about who says hi to him.
HAHA he said daniel lee says hi to him EVERYSINGLETIME.
& crystal waves hi sometimes .
and joe sometimes
and jae.. since hes a scaredy, he just gets nervous and does that thing where he touches his hair and yeah AHAHAHHAHAHA
andddd no one else
and he said "that tall skinny one" never says hi HAHAHA
and julia never says hiii and she jst screams a lot like "BLAHBLAHBLAH" cause the lockers are near .
andandddddd.. yeah .
it's purty funnnnay
SAY HI TO MY BROTHER, HE'LL LIKE YOU . (=

teheh today we talked about like sensitivity and shtuff hahahah
i think i'm reallly sensitive.. and i try not to cry (like at retreat) but i can't control it so i just burst x_x ... i HATE it .
i cry SO MUCH its not even funny. and i dont even have good reasons, i just think and yeahh
i htink i cry like alomst everyday, its freaky -____-x

asdhisads i hate awkwardnesss ..
and i don't really like it when people whisper .. :\
sorray if i did.. i didnt mean it
but yeahh . the person kinda does feel left out
"SECRETS DON'T MAKE FRIENDS."
idk where i heard that, but i use it :D HAHAH.

yeeeeppers .
oh i started this puzzle LOL CRYSTAL HAHAHAHA
but its so long -_- its too hard
crystal, you needa come over and help me =) hehe sanks
and right now yer liek "pretending" to be mad at me ;)
sneaky sneaky booogie !

ajsdnhisad sighhh , i'm so apart from my family :(
i don't know what to do.
i really hate my home.. i hate living here. i wanna move out to like my friends house.
cause at home, i feel like i have no one to talk and everything.
home to me is like a place to do homework, computer, sleep.
its not like a bonding family time or something.
i don't know what to do. and i drifted so apart from my dad.
like its to the point where i only say "dont pick me up" or "yes pick me up"
and if we do talk, then he only criticizes me about stuff.
i really think he hates me :( ansdiasd :[ i don't know ..
rightnow, the only people i really need and want in my life is my friends & my mom .
but its so wrong and i need to change x__x i neeed help .
akndiwaisjd ..... :[
and i always pray about dis stuff and say i needa get closer and stuff but it never works.
i try but i always get so annoyed . & he keeps saying how i'm not the daughter i used to be or how i changed . and i get SO MAD like i wanna run away from him andwosdlwis :[
ifrasdiwhatethis.. help. pray.