i just realized

that you guys didn’t even help me or comfort me when i really needed you guys

i remember i’d always gave hints like “lets go to your house and talkk” or “lets go eat”

it seems like i’m just a person there, for entertainment and someone to laugh att

i have feelings to you know, and i do have problems.

sometimessssss i try being not goofy but everyone says to be funny etc etc ..

but when i do that no one takes me seriously and doesn’t give a poopie about me ..

i don’t know why it bugs me but when you guys told me to do something so mean like that, i did it for awhile but stopped cus it was wrong

but when i tell you to do that, you get mad and say thats mean?

wow, really? hah.

& i hate how if i do something weird then you guys would be like “theheck..-_-“

but if someone else did it like someone more “popular” or “cooler” you’d be like “hahah<3”>

i hate how people act differently in front of others..

i can go on and on and on and ON .

x__x ugh i’m thinking so much right now.