what to do ...

why is everything going downhill for me these days :|
i don't know what to do ... i try my best but it just doesnt work out .
i really realllyy am trying hard in everything thats going on and im trying my best to actually do whats best for everyone ...
sometimes people need to just sacrifice and give in and stop being so selfish ..
and to top it off, people dont even know whats going on in my life yet they treat me like i have the best life ever with no problems ..
nobody even knowsssss so just please back off .
and yah, i see every single small little thing ... dont think i cant see it ughajwidj confused with it

trying my best to remind myself that everything will work out .......
just wanna know when . T_T
God will answer my prayers!!

anyways,
really excited for missions and being small group/debrief leader :)
first missions yay !!
then retreat the day after ......
then niko a couple of weeks later
busy busy month
excited !! :)

k ill test if i memorized the bible verse ......
UHH ....
something .. fruit of the spirit is peace patience love faithfulness selfcontrol . . .. . . .. HAHAHha k fail LOLOL